Finally reached school, smsed again to ask where they were, lolx, he replied that he was the only one in school, others also late. Found him in Atrium, sat for a while, nothing for me to do, then Addy came. We moved over to the library and used one of the room without booking, still early, not much people will use anyways. Helped to find the background information of the planes. Search and search, so stress, not so much on the research I was doing but the presentation, I got no idea what I got to present, what to say, hais. I took quite a long time to do bahx, quite hard to find, emo-ed and do my project in silent, no mood to talk or what. Ren Liang came and joined us. He quite pro in calculating can? Everything also easy, seriously, until today then I can hear his "China tone", lolx, wasnt observing much. Aphonsys pro, came quite late huh, lolx. We all dint go for ELTech Lecture because of this project, I dint plan to go too, I just useless la, so stupid, sit there also dont understand a thing de. Continued to finish our project.
Finally it was time for us to go up liaox, faster packed and left the library for class. =.=" When we were reaching the classroom, we saw that ELTech lecture still not ended yet (FAT classroom is just next to ELTech classroom) so we faster 'SIAM', lolx. Continued to do abit of the presentation. Jen Kiat trying to be dramatic huh, lol, asking us one by one to go when he saw that the class was ending already, so that ELTech lecturer wont suspect us doing our project and poning his lecture. FAT teacher came on time, haiyo, why on time, lolx. Lucky my group was the 2nd last to present thus allowing us to have time to finish those that are not completed yet. But I feel myself quite useless la, only can search for things online, others, those calculation de, I cant help at all because I dont know my FAT well. Hais, but at least can contribute abit also not bad hor. For presentation I had to present on the Airbus. Oh man, I dont know what to say about its background lo, though I was the one finding the information for that, I also not so sure what to say la, lolx. After reading through the history all that, =.=",I realised I got nothing to say about its history sia, lolx. Panicked and kept asking others what should I say, haiyo, in the end, thought of a few points to bring up. Yupx. Our turn, after Jen Kiat's introduction about our group and project, I was the first to present. Oh man, I was speechless for a few seconds, finally I talked, lolx, dont know what I am talking about la, but was quite relieve on the last part whereby the teacher was "nodding" his head when I was saying something about the Airbus showing the point was good or what, ya, quite happy. Phew, my part was a short one because I dont have much to say, faster faster passed to the 3 speaker liaox. Hmm, our presentation my quite screwed up bahx. While we were discussing about the questions given to us, our answers in the slides doesnt match the questions, I was like "OMG" in my head, lolx. But luckily, the guys knew what they are doing and did a good job explaining the answers. ((: Finally it all ended, phew. I think our presentation skill was quite bad bahx, but nvm, lecturer say the report is now important.
Then class ended. Actually wanted to stay back to eat lunch before going home as I was ponning ELTech tutorial to join Vivien and YoYo for gyming session at CCK stadium gym, but I changed my mind and walked with the gals to the front gate. Parted with Joyce and Clarissa after crossing the road as they were going to hand in something at blk 53. Walked with Addy to front gate and parted as we took different bus. Alighted at Shell station there and waited for 67 bus to come. Yupx, took the 2nd bus because less people ma. Went over to 24 hours Coffeeshop to buy bee hoon lo, bought the Milo bar too =D
Reached home and ate. Played with Gal Gal, long time since I have played with her, so sorry, been neglecting her for a while, emo amd stress period, hais. Used lappy while letting some time to digest my lunch. I ate the Milo Bar too, I am such a pig. Whatever. Then, prepare and went Lot 1 there to take 307 to stadium. Before that, Vivien called at 2pm, she had met up with YoYo le bahx so they went gym first, I joined them later. Took the bus, sianx, stoned, alighted, walked over to the stadium. Hmmm, I wander why got so many students there huh, some events?
Bought my ticket to gym at the counter, went toilet then went up to gym. Signed in, changed into shoes, keep my bag and went over to find them. Oh, they were already lifting weights liaox so I did what they had done. As usual like gym training, we did the 3 different things. Shagged la, did 2 sets of 15 for the 3 types. Then was the dumbbells thing. Trained biceps and also did the bending de which Vivien said it could help to strengthen our back or what, ya, so did lo. After that went over to the machine with that can train most parts of our body. Hmmm, attempted to guess how the machine could be used, =.=", called the instructor, when he demonstrated, I found out that I was actually wrong, hahas. The one that we were using could actually train our back and shoulder area bahx, not bad, hoho. I did one of the leg machine while waiting for my turn to use that. Asked him on the weightage of the bar-bell bar, I think he dont know also, brought one of the bar to the weighing machine, man, it was about 0.5kg yet it was so heavy to us when we lifted it, Vivien and I thought that it was alot heavier than the one in school. Yupx, tried that and also some other machines, he was very kind to teach us how to stretch our muscles after using the machines, he also introduced to us to other machines, hahas, we 3 had a free private gym orientation seh, haha. Oh, he asked us what CCA we are from, so we told him dragonboat lo, then he tell us what types of machines we can use to train those specific muscle groups that we will need for rowing. The rowing machine was attracting me to train, hahaha, I was so surprised that CCK stadium gym have that rowing machine like those in school, muahahah, so good. Thus, we went over to use the machines, YoYo used first then Vivien and I trained together as there are 2 machines. Yupx, I set a really high expectation of myself, going fast and strong, not letting the speed go below 30, hais, however, it dropped twice to 29 because I was just too exhausted, even leg kicks were'nt helping much, at the last 10 seconds, I was trying my very best to reach 40, but, haiya, cant, too hard liaox, even mental was strong also cant make it, haiyo. Finally did finish the 5 minutes at resistance 10, the usual timing we do when using that machine during normal trainings, piang, oh my, I almost couldn't stood up, lolx, muscles were too exhausted and aching alot, lolx, I never do it with such high resistance before ar, lol, a breakthrough for me, hehe.
Water break...
OH, we did the station whereby we stand on lying on it and bend our upper body forward and backward, it was to train our back muscle, hehe, they said do 4 sets of 10, haha, as usual, I did extra, lolx, aiya, I want to go to my limits ma, aiyo, lolx, they were like at times counting for me so I don't do over 10 times for each sets, lolx =.=" We also need the side bendings which is good for us as when we were doing sea rowing, that group of muscles always ache alot. Strengthen Strengthen! The last station we went was the Abdominal de, decided to do that because we kept working on our arms and body only today. Piang, went fr 50kg, struggled to do 3 sets of 10, not bad la, at least can do. That YoYo ar, is can do 50kg also de but dont why the 1st two sets struggle like cant do like that, aiyo, then in the end did 50kg for her last set while lighter weight for her 1st two sets, haiyo, lol. Actually I wanted to do use the rowing machine again de, but too exhausted le so never in the end.
Took our stuffs from the shelf and went to the toilet. Lolx, changed while YoYo cam-whoring, haha, abit diaox ar her, changed outside the cubicles =.=", got people come in how? =.=" lol. Stoned and slacked in toilet. Lolx, took quite a number of photos there. Vivien and I ended up "zi lian-ing", that YoYo influence la, lol. Signed out of the gym, went over to the stairs there, heh, used my phone and we began snapping again, hahas. We went into the badminton court, oh, saw some familiar faces, lolx, the uncle and auntie I used to play with last time, they are good mind you, lolx. Came out of the other exit, snap snap snap again, lolx.
Made our journey to the 24 hours Coffeeshop at CCK Int there by foot. Went there, ate bee hoon and bean curb. =.=" Vivien snapped while we were eating our beancurb, hahas.
Hmm, how bo liao can we be?! =.="



Sat there and chatted for quite some time, decided to move over to the nearby playground to slack. The chit-chat session was good, very good, at least I dont feel so stress, indeed they are good to talk with. Oh, hahas, we talked to a little boy as he was playing the playground and we were sitting there as well. Not bad huh, 6 years old only can talk like young adults liao lo, nowadays ar kids, so matured =.=". Hahas, was asking him to be careful because he was climbing here and there, lolx. YoYo and me attempted to climb up the playground, lolx, monkeys lo, hahas. Left the playground at around 8.40pm, I had to rush home before Dad comes home, yupx, but I so wished that I do not have to leave so early back to that stressful home ar, sian diaox.
Went home, bathed and use lappy. Hais, sianx, never revise again, too tired le, I dont why, I was online doing nothing till 2+am, well, moody lo, sianx, yupx.
I just miss that person, like, I want to get that person, hais, I wander how long I will need to get over it, never have I been so affected by such stuff before, even breaking with my ex wasnt this bad. Hais, why am I getting myself into this, I dont want but I cant control my heart, so shitty la. I know its kind of impossible, but, what to do, I just have to bear with the hurts and hope that I will get over it real soon. But I doubt I can.





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