So fast it past, I cant even breathe.
Woke up at 7+am, actually have to go for EG2 lecture de, smsed Joyce then she replied that it was optional so dint turn up for it. Smsed Mei Yi too because I told her that I was going for the lecture as we did not know that it was compulsory anot. Then, slacked at home till I overshot the time to prepare for school, was late for ELTech lecture at 10am, never on time, thats me.
Lecture was just sianx la, nothing went into my head, I am just dumb, such a dumb ass, the thought of changing course kept coming into my mind, should I? Its just hard, if I don't change course, I will have to struggle through in AE with fear of failing tests and exams and retaking modules which results in waiting of time and also unable to go for training (which is my greatest fear). So what if I change course, what course should I change into? Business? Something without Physics I guess. But I will waste one year more year in Poly and I will have to start all over again, making new friends in class, finding cliques. Frankly speaking, classmates areimportant to me, especially those I have now. Haiya, change course anot? Sianx. I remembered Vivien saying that we shant regret on what we had decided, instead just take it and move along with the process (something like that). While, agree with it but its hard.
Oh, so happy to find out that the Milo bar is on sale again in CO-OP, its our favourite man, lolx, they did not sell it for sometime and I though they would stopped selling it forever.
After that went library, joined Clarissa while she was doing her FAT Project with her group, they had to present it today. I was supposed to do FAT Project with my group but Addy havent come school yet so we decided to do after school assuming she will come for practical. Sat at a corner, blasted music into my ears and use my lappy. Joyce called asking us whether we want food anot, so kind of her, yupx, we decided to get sandwiches in the end. Finally she came, yupx, ate in library again, lolx, its quite common anyways, lolx. Addy havent come to school yet, cant contact her, was wondering what had happened to her. Clarissa guessed that she must be still sleeping as her phone wasnt switched on, hmmm. After that, they left for their 1pm lesson while I stayed on in the library, had to wait till 3pm just for that ELTech Practical, it was our last practical for this semester. Hmm, was getting quite emo and bored out, Mei Yi asked me to join them as there were also in the library but one-floor up, I am just to lazy to pack my stuff and go up so dint. Good that I had Vivien to chat with me for a while, she told me senior Vanesa will be self-training today in school, haiya, I never bring attire if not can join, lolx, its good to know more seniors, anyways, we are in the same team, lol, can learn from them also. So, in the end Vivien asked if we can join the next time, hoho, she kind of "ok lo", hahas, nvm, happy enough lol. Our seniors hor, see them "dao dao" de but actually they very good de la, like Vanesa, if you never go talk to her, you wont know that actually she is a very nice person.
Hmm, finally 2.55pm, packed up and went for practical, lol, almost all were there liaox, lol. Put my stuff down, went to sign attendence and took my worksheet and sat down lo. Aiya, I so blur la, couldn't catch up with what the teacher was talking about so I kept asking Mei Yi throughout the entire practical, I think she got quite irritated also bahx, pai seh pai seh. Oh, Addy finally replied me not long after practical starts, saying she had something on so dint come for lesson but will be joining us for practical. Ya, she came, quite late liaox, then, sat for a while, she need to go library to find Joyce to use her phone charger, her phone was dead. Thus, tagged along while I am just starting to do my practical. Reached library, found Joyce and Clarissa watching the some movie. They stopped, Addy had to charge her phone so they had to take out the DVD player and for the circuit, lolx, as if they were repairing something. Done and we went back to class to continue with our practical. Oh, we used a new "machine" today, we can get wave from it, yupx, sorry, dont really know all this stuff so my description like that de lo. I kept asking the lady helper and lecturer, lolx, because I missed all the pointers when the lecturer was explaining as I was busy doing the previous parts and figuring out how to do them. Ok la, with so much help from them and classmates, managed to complete it and pass up, phew. Waited for Addy to finish then we left for library. Actually was supposed to stay back for FAT Project de but since Addy cant stay for long, the group decided to do online at night. Chatted with Joyce and Clarissa, Addy took her phone back and we went home. I left the gals as I am walking to Shell station, yupx, lonely walk but no doubt, I love walking.
EDITED: I FINALLY SAW IVIAN NG YU YAN IN SCHOOL!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!
(why did you ran away so fast, =.=", see ghost ar! Lolx. I know, too excited liaox, haha. XD)
The bus damn slow can? Haiyo. Finally it came. Oh, while approaching CCK Int, I saw some familiar faces from sitting at the 24hr Coffeeshop, oh man, after looking at the Brazil singlet and the short hair gal, I figured out they were senior Cheryl and Phin. OMG! Lolx, I planned to go there to buy my beancurb then, saw them then was quite scare ar, hahas, later say 'hi' to them then they 'dao' me how. >.< Aiyo, decided to go ahead, lol, Cheryl spotted me and I said 'hi' to her then to Phin, muahaha, they smiled back too, especially Phin, finally never 'dao' me liaox, lol. Bought my 'dao huey' walked over to cross the road, Phin was preparing to leave while Cheryl walked over to dont know where, said 'bye' to Phin as I walked past her and she smiled again, lolx. You guys must be wandering why am I so happy about them smiling back, hmm, I think only we freshies know bahx, its like a step closer to knowing our seniors, yupx, it isnt good to be always freshies aside then seniors aside ma.
Sianx, today's mood not so good beceause someone's not good too.
At night went for self-training. Yupx, did all the warm-ups, some push-ups and dumb-bells then went for a run. Hais, running was quite a disappointment, even from the start, I was quite exhausted liaox. The speed was quite acceptable in the first half, but gradually slowly down, the route I took today was also quite short, shorter then my last run in the neighbourhood. Jogged to Teck Whye, instead of running to the temple there and all around from Phoenix LRT station, I turned in to Teck whye LRT station and run the LRT track and then back home after finishing running from the basketball court. It was a shorter route and I was totally shagged after finishing that. Hais, must really train to improve that liaox, till when can I run campus run affordlessly? Long long time...
Its now 2+am already but I havent sleep. Reason? We are doing our FAT Project, lol. Still quite a number of values cant find for our tables, hais, so stress. Going to sleep too but have to wake up damn early as we will be meeting at 7.30am in school later, hais, will be so shagged la.
Okok. Have to go slp. Take care all.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Woke up at 7+am, actually have to go for EG2 lecture de, smsed Joyce then she replied that it was optional so dint turn up for it. Smsed Mei Yi too because I told her that I was going for the lecture as we did not know that it was compulsory anot. Then, slacked at home till I overshot the time to prepare for school, was late for ELTech lecture at 10am, never on time, thats me.
Lecture was just sianx la, nothing went into my head, I am just dumb, such a dumb ass, the thought of changing course kept coming into my mind, should I? Its just hard, if I don't change course, I will have to struggle through in AE with fear of failing tests and exams and retaking modules which results in waiting of time and also unable to go for training (which is my greatest fear). So what if I change course, what course should I change into? Business? Something without Physics I guess. But I will waste one year more year in Poly and I will have to start all over again, making new friends in class, finding cliques. Frankly speaking, classmates areimportant to me, especially those I have now. Haiya, change course anot? Sianx. I remembered Vivien saying that we shant regret on what we had decided, instead just take it and move along with the process (something like that). While, agree with it but its hard.
Oh, so happy to find out that the Milo bar is on sale again in CO-OP, its our favourite man, lolx, they did not sell it for sometime and I though they would stopped selling it forever.
After that went library, joined Clarissa while she was doing her FAT Project with her group, they had to present it today. I was supposed to do FAT Project with my group but Addy havent come school yet so we decided to do after school assuming she will come for practical. Sat at a corner, blasted music into my ears and use my lappy. Joyce called asking us whether we want food anot, so kind of her, yupx, we decided to get sandwiches in the end. Finally she came, yupx, ate in library again, lolx, its quite common anyways, lolx. Addy havent come to school yet, cant contact her, was wondering what had happened to her. Clarissa guessed that she must be still sleeping as her phone wasnt switched on, hmmm. After that, they left for their 1pm lesson while I stayed on in the library, had to wait till 3pm just for that ELTech Practical, it was our last practical for this semester. Hmm, was getting quite emo and bored out, Mei Yi asked me to join them as there were also in the library but one-floor up, I am just to lazy to pack my stuff and go up so dint. Good that I had Vivien to chat with me for a while, she told me senior Vanesa will be self-training today in school, haiya, I never bring attire if not can join, lolx, its good to know more seniors, anyways, we are in the same team, lol, can learn from them also. So, in the end Vivien asked if we can join the next time, hoho, she kind of "ok lo", hahas, nvm, happy enough lol. Our seniors hor, see them "dao dao" de but actually they very good de la, like Vanesa, if you never go talk to her, you wont know that actually she is a very nice person.
Hmm, finally 2.55pm, packed up and went for practical, lol, almost all were there liaox, lol. Put my stuff down, went to sign attendence and took my worksheet and sat down lo. Aiya, I so blur la, couldn't catch up with what the teacher was talking about so I kept asking Mei Yi throughout the entire practical, I think she got quite irritated also bahx, pai seh pai seh. Oh, Addy finally replied me not long after practical starts, saying she had something on so dint come for lesson but will be joining us for practical. Ya, she came, quite late liaox, then, sat for a while, she need to go library to find Joyce to use her phone charger, her phone was dead. Thus, tagged along while I am just starting to do my practical. Reached library, found Joyce and Clarissa watching the some movie. They stopped, Addy had to charge her phone so they had to take out the DVD player and for the circuit, lolx, as if they were repairing something. Done and we went back to class to continue with our practical. Oh, we used a new "machine" today, we can get wave from it, yupx, sorry, dont really know all this stuff so my description like that de lo. I kept asking the lady helper and lecturer, lolx, because I missed all the pointers when the lecturer was explaining as I was busy doing the previous parts and figuring out how to do them. Ok la, with so much help from them and classmates, managed to complete it and pass up, phew. Waited for Addy to finish then we left for library. Actually was supposed to stay back for FAT Project de but since Addy cant stay for long, the group decided to do online at night. Chatted with Joyce and Clarissa, Addy took her phone back and we went home. I left the gals as I am walking to Shell station, yupx, lonely walk but no doubt, I love walking.
EDITED: I FINALLY SAW IVIAN NG YU YAN IN SCHOOL!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!
(why did you ran away so fast, =.=", see ghost ar! Lolx. I know, too excited liaox, haha. XD)
The bus damn slow can? Haiyo. Finally it came. Oh, while approaching CCK Int, I saw some familiar faces from sitting at the 24hr Coffeeshop, oh man, after looking at the Brazil singlet and the short hair gal, I figured out they were senior Cheryl and Phin. OMG! Lolx, I planned to go there to buy my beancurb then, saw them then was quite scare ar, hahas, later say 'hi' to them then they 'dao' me how. >.< Aiyo, decided to go ahead, lol, Cheryl spotted me and I said 'hi' to her then to Phin, muahaha, they smiled back too, especially Phin, finally never 'dao' me liaox, lol. Bought my 'dao huey' walked over to cross the road, Phin was preparing to leave while Cheryl walked over to dont know where, said 'bye' to Phin as I walked past her and she smiled again, lolx. You guys must be wandering why am I so happy about them smiling back, hmm, I think only we freshies know bahx, its like a step closer to knowing our seniors, yupx, it isnt good to be always freshies aside then seniors aside ma.
Sianx, today's mood not so good beceause someone's not good too.
At night went for self-training. Yupx, did all the warm-ups, some push-ups and dumb-bells then went for a run. Hais, running was quite a disappointment, even from the start, I was quite exhausted liaox. The speed was quite acceptable in the first half, but gradually slowly down, the route I took today was also quite short, shorter then my last run in the neighbourhood. Jogged to Teck Whye, instead of running to the temple there and all around from Phoenix LRT station, I turned in to Teck whye LRT station and run the LRT track and then back home after finishing running from the basketball court. It was a shorter route and I was totally shagged after finishing that. Hais, must really train to improve that liaox, till when can I run campus run affordlessly? Long long time...
Its now 2+am already but I havent sleep. Reason? We are doing our FAT Project, lol. Still quite a number of values cant find for our tables, hais, so stress. Going to sleep too but have to wake up damn early as we will be meeting at 7.30am in school later, hais, will be so shagged la.
Okok. Have to go slp. Take care all.
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Monday blues?
Oh well, actually I dont have to go to school today because my CATS module is completed and S&W is on Thursday, but to have some "peace", I decided to go school to study instead. Woke up at 8+am, packed and went out near 10am. Took LRT then bus to school, eh, ok, like the usual thing lo =.=" Oh, met Alvin on the bus. Stoned and finally reached NP, alighted and had a little chat with Alvin. Oh, he was going library to do the FAT project, oh man, that reminds me that my group havent start on the presentation part ar, jia lat, lol. Went up to the 3rd floor while he went to meet his group on the 4th, oh, saw Addy's groupmates, diaox, shes like so late, lol, went over to the inner table and sat. Switched on lappy, played the songs and tried to do my FAT Quiz 4. Haiya, do so long also cant complete de, piang, abit frustrated lo, if only I can absorb all the facts that the teacher taught in clas then I wont have to search for them le la, so damn stupid. Addy came over for a while when she reached, left as she had to do her project. Then, it was just doing work and slacking and stoning and emoing and day dreaming and ...
Decided to go home at around 2+pm as I wasnt doing much things too productive lo. Walked over to the Shell station busstop and waited for bus. Man, the stupid bus is damn long can?! Haiyo, and this time I was quite stupid (already is, i know), went up to squeeze with people on the 1st 67 bus, a few buses away still got 1 more coming more, man, so stupid. Went over to the 24 hours Coffeeshop to buy bee hoon and went back home to eat. Ate and slack.
Late evening. Actually wanted to go self-training de but the weather was not on my side today, it rained, rained quite heavily. Thus, I cant go out to run today lo, sianx, I was just getting ready to go out after completing my warm-ups and some weight lifting. Oh, tell you, seriously, really have to be careful while doing pumps at home la, so dangerous, you sweat and slip and your face sure PAIN PAIN PAIN, lol. Bathed then went back to use lappy.
Nothing much also liaox, 3 hours break for 2moro in-between lesson, sian, I will rot to death. No more DB training till exams are over, hais, I wonder I can keep my fitness level mahx, I need to be much better if not seniors come back train then I sure die lo. Hais, I am quite regrating on the decision made to go Sabah from 10-25 Sept for Community Service. Hais, I will miss 7 trainings, SEVEN! I so want to cry la, I really want to be in the team for the Regatta, hais, now I am like losing the chance to train, damn it man, regrated it.
My exams are coming REALLY SOON. I am so scare, so stress. Hais.
Ok. Thats all folks. Nite nites.
I miss you.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Oh well, actually I dont have to go to school today because my CATS module is completed and S&W is on Thursday, but to have some "peace", I decided to go school to study instead. Woke up at 8+am, packed and went out near 10am. Took LRT then bus to school, eh, ok, like the usual thing lo =.=" Oh, met Alvin on the bus. Stoned and finally reached NP, alighted and had a little chat with Alvin. Oh, he was going library to do the FAT project, oh man, that reminds me that my group havent start on the presentation part ar, jia lat, lol. Went up to the 3rd floor while he went to meet his group on the 4th, oh, saw Addy's groupmates, diaox, shes like so late, lol, went over to the inner table and sat. Switched on lappy, played the songs and tried to do my FAT Quiz 4. Haiya, do so long also cant complete de, piang, abit frustrated lo, if only I can absorb all the facts that the teacher taught in clas then I wont have to search for them le la, so damn stupid. Addy came over for a while when she reached, left as she had to do her project. Then, it was just doing work and slacking and stoning and emoing and day dreaming and ...
Decided to go home at around 2+pm as I wasnt doing much things too productive lo. Walked over to the Shell station busstop and waited for bus. Man, the stupid bus is damn long can?! Haiyo, and this time I was quite stupid (already is, i know), went up to squeeze with people on the 1st 67 bus, a few buses away still got 1 more coming more, man, so stupid. Went over to the 24 hours Coffeeshop to buy bee hoon and went back home to eat. Ate and slack.
Late evening. Actually wanted to go self-training de but the weather was not on my side today, it rained, rained quite heavily. Thus, I cant go out to run today lo, sianx, I was just getting ready to go out after completing my warm-ups and some weight lifting. Oh, tell you, seriously, really have to be careful while doing pumps at home la, so dangerous, you sweat and slip and your face sure PAIN PAIN PAIN, lol. Bathed then went back to use lappy.
Nothing much also liaox, 3 hours break for 2moro in-between lesson, sian, I will rot to death. No more DB training till exams are over, hais, I wonder I can keep my fitness level mahx, I need to be much better if not seniors come back train then I sure die lo. Hais, I am quite regrating on the decision made to go Sabah from 10-25 Sept for Community Service. Hais, I will miss 7 trainings, SEVEN! I so want to cry la, I really want to be in the team for the Regatta, hais, now I am like losing the chance to train, damn it man, regrated it.
My exams are coming REALLY SOON. I am so scare, so stress. Hais.
Ok. Thats all folks. Nite nites.
I miss you.
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Sunday.
Another day.
Not much thing actually.
Woke up and used lappy. Did some ironing of clothes and carried on using my lappy. Played neopets lo, getting back to the game out of boredom again, ok la, not a bad game to play, lolx. Hais, ATM gana confiscated since Friday, hate it, hate it, I dint spent that much ok, hais, I shall skip some meals to save money bahx. ENDURE! Whatever.
Cold war with Dad, like everytime? Aiya, he got nothing nice to say de la, can even chat or talk nicely with him. I really cant control myself, everytime I reply him or talk to him, my voice became so, like with anger inside de, I dont know why, sorry, my bad, but, you are always saying me, since when you ever happy with what I do? NEVER! Even if I did the right things, they are always being overlooked and bad things can only "catch your attention". Alright, fine, others people kids are better, well, why not just abandon me and ask them to be your kid so that you wont have to suffer so much. You are simply bringing me up for the sake of bringing me up and not because its a responsibility that you had brought me to this world. WTF? Its so unreasonable, you are responsible for bring me to this world, no parent will bring their kids up just to wait for them to pay back to them, frk, what a weird way of thinking. Seriously. Wth la.
Nevermind, I got used to all this, trying to be a bad kid sometimes, not that I want, I got no choice. You dont care then why should I. I tried, I had made effort to make you feel loved but you say we are not caring for you. So, tell me, what the hell do you want from us, you are simply being unreasonable. Not that we want to go against you, you forced us to. Stop thinking that you are the one doing most of the thing and sacrifising, come on, we got our things to do ok, we are all stress too, stop asking us to do everything in your way. Everyone got their own way of thinking. And ya, shit you, stop saying I am turning into a bad kid like my sis, frk it, how many times must I repeat myself? Do you behave like your brothers that you always complain to us about? My friends, I know they are good ones, I am old enough to know how to choose my friends, I dont need you to judge them. What is wrong with chatting with my friends outside anyways, you say we are hanging out like bad kids, frk it, just chatting, I got no rights to chat? I wont make my life so boring like yours, sorry, you say you can just go Coffeeshop when you are free to chat and relax too, why not? Its your choice, we dint force you, other adults are always like that what, why are you demanding and complaining so bloody much. Hais, I dont understand.
Sometimes I really wander, if mum is still around, if sisters are still leaving with us, will it be more happier?
But one things I know clearly is, I dont like being at home now. Home is just a place for live in, no more warmth. What I do when you are at home is to use my lappy, isolate myself away from you, shut myself away from all your sickening complains, thanks to you, I think my attitude is becoming worse, too much stress too much frustrating, no love, no care, no one to share at home.
The only thing I love now is being with my friends, going for trainings. At least, I can behave as myself freely, not so tensed up, more relaxed. If not, I can really die at home, thoughts of jumping down often come to my mind, if theres no me, then you dont have to worry so much anymore. But of cause, I wont just give up my life just like that, not that foolish though. Theres too many things I want to do, to try, to gain. Too many. I need longer life. Maybe, happier too?
Ok. I shall stop all this. So much so of those, I wander if it will ever get any better. I give up totally to solve this, totally give up. I shall just live my own life.
Sorry. So much unpleasant stuff.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Another day.
Not much thing actually.
Woke up and used lappy. Did some ironing of clothes and carried on using my lappy. Played neopets lo, getting back to the game out of boredom again, ok la, not a bad game to play, lolx. Hais, ATM gana confiscated since Friday, hate it, hate it, I dint spent that much ok, hais, I shall skip some meals to save money bahx. ENDURE! Whatever.
Cold war with Dad, like everytime? Aiya, he got nothing nice to say de la, can even chat or talk nicely with him. I really cant control myself, everytime I reply him or talk to him, my voice became so, like with anger inside de, I dont know why, sorry, my bad, but, you are always saying me, since when you ever happy with what I do? NEVER! Even if I did the right things, they are always being overlooked and bad things can only "catch your attention". Alright, fine, others people kids are better, well, why not just abandon me and ask them to be your kid so that you wont have to suffer so much. You are simply bringing me up for the sake of bringing me up and not because its a responsibility that you had brought me to this world. WTF? Its so unreasonable, you are responsible for bring me to this world, no parent will bring their kids up just to wait for them to pay back to them, frk, what a weird way of thinking. Seriously. Wth la.
Nevermind, I got used to all this, trying to be a bad kid sometimes, not that I want, I got no choice. You dont care then why should I. I tried, I had made effort to make you feel loved but you say we are not caring for you. So, tell me, what the hell do you want from us, you are simply being unreasonable. Not that we want to go against you, you forced us to. Stop thinking that you are the one doing most of the thing and sacrifising, come on, we got our things to do ok, we are all stress too, stop asking us to do everything in your way. Everyone got their own way of thinking. And ya, shit you, stop saying I am turning into a bad kid like my sis, frk it, how many times must I repeat myself? Do you behave like your brothers that you always complain to us about? My friends, I know they are good ones, I am old enough to know how to choose my friends, I dont need you to judge them. What is wrong with chatting with my friends outside anyways, you say we are hanging out like bad kids, frk it, just chatting, I got no rights to chat? I wont make my life so boring like yours, sorry, you say you can just go Coffeeshop when you are free to chat and relax too, why not? Its your choice, we dint force you, other adults are always like that what, why are you demanding and complaining so bloody much. Hais, I dont understand.
Sometimes I really wander, if mum is still around, if sisters are still leaving with us, will it be more happier?
But one things I know clearly is, I dont like being at home now. Home is just a place for live in, no more warmth. What I do when you are at home is to use my lappy, isolate myself away from you, shut myself away from all your sickening complains, thanks to you, I think my attitude is becoming worse, too much stress too much frustrating, no love, no care, no one to share at home.
The only thing I love now is being with my friends, going for trainings. At least, I can behave as myself freely, not so tensed up, more relaxed. If not, I can really die at home, thoughts of jumping down often come to my mind, if theres no me, then you dont have to worry so much anymore. But of cause, I wont just give up my life just like that, not that foolish though. Theres too many things I want to do, to try, to gain. Too many. I need longer life. Maybe, happier too?
Ok. I shall stop all this. So much so of those, I wander if it will ever get any better. I give up totally to solve this, totally give up. I shall just live my own life.
Sorry. So much unpleasant stuff.
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LAST DB TRAINING T.T sobs
Well, had to wake up very early in the morning because of the CityWalk thing held at Padang. We had to do this as CIP because we are going to Sabah for the YEP. Aiya, damn tired man, woke up at 4+am, prepared, left home at 5.55pm like that, was late to meet Mei Yi, was supposed to meet her at 6am at Jurong East MRT de, lolx, so late, lolx, hahas, she also late, lolx, too early le la. The stupid thing start at 7am, PIANG!
She was ahead of me by one train, hoho, saw her and took the next train, too tired, after travelling for some stations, we decided to sit on the floor, SLEEP (was trying though). Reached Raffles MRT at around 6.50am bahx. Rushed to the Court there where we were supposed to meet the others. Piang! The sky wasnt even lighted up when we got out of the MRT station can? SIAN-ED! Lolx. On the way, there was a China lady, came over and asked us whether we know any church nearby ma, eh, sorry we dont know ar.
Finally reached the court, saw Addy and Clarissa already there liaox, hoho, early huh =X Sat there while waiting for the others. Sianx, I super want to sleep can. OH, know a new friend, Shi Pei, yupx, recognise her from SVPS though she wasnt same class as me at all, lolx, I just can recognise most of the people from my batch, 6 years ma, yupx. The leader signed us to go over to the crowd there, damnit, we had to walk into the wet field, argh, I was wearing slippers lo because was having training later on, hais, got my feet real dirty, yewww >.< lol Then, we were given each a SG Flag =.=", sorry, I totally sian diaox, lolx, diao-ed and kept it in my bag. Stoned there, actually quite emo, hais, some of you know its about what, I dont really want to talk about it much in here. Finally some programme started, the MCees taught the crowd some actions to do when they gave some commands, oh man, totally not interested in it, sorry about that, stood there and stoned. Took group picture too as an evidence that we were there for the event. Like finally, we can leave, piang, the leader super slack, lolx, let us off even before the walk, hahas, love it, lolx. LOL, he so the "CLEVER" can? He asked some boys to join in so that they could take some "back view" photos to cover-up for those who dint turn up. MAN! That was so damn funny, lolx, good idea though XD, we were such good cheaters, lolx.
We left, walked over to Marina Square to have breakfast at Macdonald, so hungry lo, lolx. On the way, saw some army guys carrying the metal things that they use to block crowd, yupx, so heavy can, they had to carry up the long slope, poor people ar. Hmm, went Macdonald, bought Big Breakfast, as usual, all time favourite, lolx. Ate, yupx, man, we got lots of time to slack, hoho, it was only 8+am when we finished eating, had to slack till 10pm before those need to work go work then I had to leave for Kallang for training. Moved to outside to sit as inside too cold liaox. Sat for a while then decided to go inside the Mall to walk walk lo, went up to the Arcade Floor, sianx, nothing to do, I am back to emo-ing. Oh, went toilet, lolx, nothing much to do lo, stoned around, sat around, emo-ed around. Shi Pei left because we were simply just slacking and doing nothing. Finally had some camwhore session, lolx, posed posed posed, I did some ugly jumping shots, i think mine was super ugly, lol, dont care, lolx. Then, Mei Yi left for work, left only Addy, Clarissa and me. We walked to City Hall MRT, I was abit rushing for time because was meeting Vivien and YoYo at Kallang MRT at 1015am, I was still at City Hall at 1005am. =X Parted with Addy and Clarissa as Addy went to work at Raffles, then Clarissa had time so went over to accompany Addy since she was still early for work.
Took the MRT, emo-ed, reached Kallang MRT, eh, walked out and, I was on the same train as Vivien and YoYo, O.O Hmmm, dint really talk much while walking, emo-day I guessed. Finally reached the river, went toilet change shirt, changed into shoes and slacked around for a while before the training starts. Hmm, guys team today alot of people never turn up, I wander why, its already the last training before exams le, still dont want to make a full attendance, haiyo. We did warm-up, it was quite a quick one. Got ready and ran the usual route, phew, seriously, it feels better to be running with a team of people then alone, I could have died in the begining, I just love the spirit XD Cheering on the way as usual ^^ Oh, while going back, we turned in to a open space and stopped, I thought it was just a change of place for cooling down BUT NO, we did punishment there as 2 teammates were late for training, 50 pushups for each, dont worry, we dont blame you two, when did we ever blame each other for making the whole team do punishment, NEVER, this is the spirit I like in DB, the bonding is just so strong that it will never fade, NEVER. Haiyo, as usual, I suck at doing push-ups, can do la, abit struggling through, thanks alot for supporting, verbal support is strong, especially Bobbie, always giving support XD LAI! Finally did finish the 100 pumps, got up, and carried on running back to river there.
Cooled down, suddenly Phin and Vanesa say we still own them 50 pumps for not echoing on Tuesday, I cant remember a thing, but never mind, just do lo, shagged. Rested for 5 minutes and did Hang-ups, as usual, 3 sets of 1 minute. Haix, was disappointed with myself, not improvement at all, its always not consistant de, sometime good sometime bad, hais, today was quite bad, i owned 100+ pumps because for every seconds we cant hang, we will have to do 3 push-ups. Yupx, freshies already got together, we will do together the highest number of push-ups we own, today was 267 (if i rmb clearly). We did on the cement slope floor, less painful for our hands and knees because other areas were covered with "road-like" surface. I nearly die, mainly because I was supporting 2 people continuously while doing the Hang-ups, someone not supporting because of some reason, already told her off at the later part of the day, yupx, I may not sound good, so sorry, I dont mind supporting but do think of others too, we all must take turns if not, really, its gonna be quite hard, what if other people really mind? Yupx, change it k? =DDD Hais, I nearly dead doing the 267 push-ups, not that strong enough, thanks senior Vanesa again for supporting and adjusting our shirts, yupx ^-^ When it was my turn to shout the number, piang, nearly die, lol, was mentally telling myself to be strong, seriously, mentally have to be strong even when your physical is going weak, it do help. We were supporting each other, which was a good sign, yupx. Thank god we got through doing the push-ups, nobody should be guilty for anything, we are a team, there should be no hatred or what in between each other ((: WE ARE DOING GOODDD! ^-^
Next up, we filled up our bottles, took out our lifevest and paddles and did our 150 twisting. It should be relaxing bahx, however, I was quite exhausted while doing it, weak weak weak, I have to train really arh, fats are all I got, lol. I was quite tired so dint twist alot in the middle, was asked by Phin to twist more, I tried, lucky still can do it, lolx. Put on out liftvest, load up on the boat, oh, today I switch place with YoYo, I sat in-front of her instead of behind, I wander why they change, hmmm. Senior sat next to me, abit scare as usual, lolx. Rowed out, easy easy easy then we just row till we were told to easy. As usual was stroke by stroke check, it was pair by pair so I did with senior Vanesa, so scare ar, shes so strong, everytime go so fast de T.T When it was our turn, man, first few stroke already killed me liaox, lolx, but no choice, hanged in there, tried to follow her speed as close as possible, had a few mistakes, never dip in and my punching arm was quite high when I got tired, phew, lucky managed to change, was so relieved after Cheryl said "easy", can die. After that we carried on to row, did stroke by stroke check, then, 10s, 20s and 50s. So tired, haiyo, my back cant tahan man, but ok la, still can hang on ^-^ Oh, the pacing was so shuang yet tiring, "UP 10", haiyo, after giving all my best for the 10 strokes, I can nearly faint for the easy rowing after that, back aches like hell. The few "UP 10" was, hohoho, killing me =.=" Then, we rested, Cheryl and Vanesa sat in to be pacer, we all knew we were going to die, seniors in-front, haiyo, lolx. Hmm, we had to move back one seat to let them join in, OPPX, fall on my butt while moving, =.=", no sense of balance eh, lolx. HaHas, senior Eleanor funny eh, hahas, while senior Phin was dipping her legs into the water, she "suan-ed" her that she will kill the fishes in the water, haha. Then senior Eleanor was good to ask us to take care of ourselves, Phin asked us to listen to her words because Eleanor is in Heath Science, hehe, after she finished talking, she coughed, Phin was like :" Wah Nurse, sick liao arh." Hahas, just some funny stuff that happened on the boat XD Oh, then it was time to row again, piang, with Cheryl and Vanesa as pacer, their easy rowing is our fast rowing, super fast and "hiong" can? I was struggling to catch up, splashed water a couple of times because I lost the momentum, pai seh pai seh, "UP 10" with them was GOOD, with the seniors asking us to give in all our might, WE DID IT, it felt really great for the second time, we can really feel the boat MOVING, its really great, shocked and surprised. But seniors say we cant always depend on them to ask us to do then do it, never ask then never do, maybe we can be better with more trainings bahx, lets JIA YOU! We rowed quite far today, to a few bridges =D. Oh, we rowed in the rain, lolx, shuang but, the rain very strong lo, kept getting into my eyes, so scare my contact lens come out sia, cant wipe so had to tahan, I think I rowed with ONE or NO eyes during that set, lolx, simply my eyes was covered with rain water, lolx. Rowed and rowed, the longest rowing session we had bahx, tired, simply tired, the stroke by stroke check was worse, it was KILLER, it just ache so much to hold it there, shaking, but no, teammates were suffering too, mental strength again, so tough so tough, i almost gave up along the way, but, luckily I dint, we dint ^-^
Finally end of rowing. Eh, unloading was, hmm, I was clumsy again la, I slipped and fall on my butt again =.=" But ok la, lolx. We had to move pass so many boats before we could reach the jetty because we "parked" our boat at the outermost, one by one, taking turns to hold the boat, just these simple actions proves our team spirit, we are a team, not now only, but always will. Got back up, kept the lifevests and paddles, got ready for cool downs. I forgot why we did more pumps for, well, STM is hunting me again, lol. Debriefed, training wasnt that bad, yupx, end. We went over to wash up, got our stuffs and began our journey to the Netball Court toilet. Lolx, for the sake of the warm water and better showers, we walked a few kilometres, hmm, we saw seniors walking behind us but after some time, they were GONE, everytime so secretive one, lolx, everyone guessing like they got some shorter path or what, hahas, too secretive le la they. OPX, we took the wrong path, sorry, I still say it was the correct one when YoYo asked me, lolx, pai seh pai seh, too tired liaox, lolx. Turned back and walked the correct way, finally reached the showers, bathe, woooo, shuang de can? Hahas. After that Bobbie left us, Vivien, Sharon, YoYo, Bel and me went over KFC to eat. Bel pretty high huh, lolx,damn funny la her, lolx. It was good, good lunch with good people o.o
Separated from Sharon and Bel after that, we 3 went on to search for nearest 67 busstop. I was just demanding them to walk the usual way to Kallang MRT to take the bus, but they want to explore so, ok lo, diaox, walked and walked and walked, we walked till Suntec City they can? OMG LO, I was super shagged. Surprised that I could tahan so long, I was really tired man, haiyo. Upon reaching there, Dad called, asked me to go watch the fireworks if i want, ok lo, decided to watch, told them and ya, agreed. Rushed to toilet to wash our feet, Vivien and my back leg was splashed with dirt sia, lolx, stupid slipper, good but bad at wet weathers, lol. Slacked at Suntec, totally shagged. Then, wanted to go Raffles City to find Addy de but in the end changed my mind, followed YoYo to lead us to the place to catch the fireworks. Piang, Vivien and I were like going to kill her liaox, kept leading the wrong route, sorry, I too tired liaox got too frustrated, pai seh ar XD She made us walked up and down that flight of stairs and wanted us to walk more to the ground floor, I demanded "NO STAIRS", lol, so we walked back to take the escalator, lolx. When we entered the Convention Centre, we saw the Flag Parade, piang, quite nice eh, but marching wasnt that good, not in order de, lolx. They marched out, going to march all the way to Marina Bay bahx, maybe, we dont know also, its quite a distance from there huh, lolx, tough on them liaox. We then left too, walked and walked, went passed this place filled with water, rather cool huh, then YoYo went walking in it =.=, pollution lo, lol. Aiya, we walked the wrong way le, road block sia, cant get in. Hais, at that time we were too reluctant to carry on walking to see the firewalks le, made our way back to Marina Square. Oh, passed by Cafe Cartel but dint see Mei Yi, maybe shes inside bahx.
While we were going to the MRT direction, Vivien say that we might be able to get a view of the sky performance nearby, so we decided to go check it out lo. Yupx, indeed, we could see the Parachut performance quite clearly. Haha, Vivien got "stuck" in the mud, haha. Sorry, no water for you to wash up =X Then we decided to make our way to the Esplanade tp catch the fireworks. Hehe, finally I am able to lead the way because in the morning I had been there too, lolx. Went to the underground pass, =.=", came out of the wrong exit, lolx, wasnt reading, just walking blindly, lolx, psps, turned back and took the correct route. Finally we reached the Esplanade. WOO WOO! Quite alot of people huh, lolx, stood for a while then we decided to sit down at the steps there. Not bad,we could catch the performance on the water and also the planes too. So nice! We kept standing and sitting as we dont know what thing was going to happen next so when we heard or saw other people standing, we decided to stand as well. Breaked to go buy some chips, hehe. Fireworks at night was NICE! I got low expectation so ya, love it XD We thought it was over so we made our move first BUT theres still abit more, hahas.
Bought drinks and decided to follow the crowd as we dont really know which way to go to the MRT, lolx. Blindly followed lo. Not bad huh, they took us to a familiar route, the way Mei Yi and I were walking from when we came out of Raffles MRT so I felt safer when I found it familiar. However we dint go straight to take the MRT though, we walked all the way passed Boat Quay to a Coffeeshop toilet and walked back. We decided to find a bench to sit, sat down and talk. Chatted about alot of stuffs, future and past. It was really a good night there with some good company ^^, background was good too as we were directly in-front of a cafe which was having live band performance, the guy can really sing very well =D I emo-ed for sometime, hais, about that thing lo. Thanks Vivien. I really dont know what to reply sia, hais, tell or not to tell, it will really create a great change bahx, and I am scare of the change. Hais, feeling really down. It was really late liaox so we headed to the MRT, dint want to miss the last train. Hais, Dad called, all the #$%$#%@ came out lo, I knew it because I wasnt home but it was so late liaox, whatever, got used to it. I am not being rebellious or what la, I am not doing anything bad ma, chatting with friends is healthy, anyways, I got no one to chat with at home, I can really go crazy sometime you know.
Boarded the MRT, totally shagged and tired, 6am to nearly 12am out from home, so long, I wander how I can survive it, oh man. Took LRT home, too tired le. Finally reached home, piang, so sleepy, used com awhile and slept.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Well, had to wake up very early in the morning because of the CityWalk thing held at Padang. We had to do this as CIP because we are going to Sabah for the YEP. Aiya, damn tired man, woke up at 4+am, prepared, left home at 5.55pm like that, was late to meet Mei Yi, was supposed to meet her at 6am at Jurong East MRT de, lolx, so late, lolx, hahas, she also late, lolx, too early le la. The stupid thing start at 7am, PIANG!
She was ahead of me by one train, hoho, saw her and took the next train, too tired, after travelling for some stations, we decided to sit on the floor, SLEEP (was trying though). Reached Raffles MRT at around 6.50am bahx. Rushed to the Court there where we were supposed to meet the others. Piang! The sky wasnt even lighted up when we got out of the MRT station can? SIAN-ED! Lolx. On the way, there was a China lady, came over and asked us whether we know any church nearby ma, eh, sorry we dont know ar.
Finally reached the court, saw Addy and Clarissa already there liaox, hoho, early huh =X Sat there while waiting for the others. Sianx, I super want to sleep can. OH, know a new friend, Shi Pei, yupx, recognise her from SVPS though she wasnt same class as me at all, lolx, I just can recognise most of the people from my batch, 6 years ma, yupx. The leader signed us to go over to the crowd there, damnit, we had to walk into the wet field, argh, I was wearing slippers lo because was having training later on, hais, got my feet real dirty, yewww >.< lol Then, we were given each a SG Flag =.=", sorry, I totally sian diaox, lolx, diao-ed and kept it in my bag. Stoned there, actually quite emo, hais, some of you know its about what, I dont really want to talk about it much in here. Finally some programme started, the MCees taught the crowd some actions to do when they gave some commands, oh man, totally not interested in it, sorry about that, stood there and stoned. Took group picture too as an evidence that we were there for the event. Like finally, we can leave, piang, the leader super slack, lolx, let us off even before the walk, hahas, love it, lolx. LOL, he so the "CLEVER" can? He asked some boys to join in so that they could take some "back view" photos to cover-up for those who dint turn up. MAN! That was so damn funny, lolx, good idea though XD, we were such good cheaters, lolx.
We left, walked over to Marina Square to have breakfast at Macdonald, so hungry lo, lolx. On the way, saw some army guys carrying the metal things that they use to block crowd, yupx, so heavy can, they had to carry up the long slope, poor people ar. Hmm, went Macdonald, bought Big Breakfast, as usual, all time favourite, lolx. Ate, yupx, man, we got lots of time to slack, hoho, it was only 8+am when we finished eating, had to slack till 10pm before those need to work go work then I had to leave for Kallang for training. Moved to outside to sit as inside too cold liaox. Sat for a while then decided to go inside the Mall to walk walk lo, went up to the Arcade Floor, sianx, nothing to do, I am back to emo-ing. Oh, went toilet, lolx, nothing much to do lo, stoned around, sat around, emo-ed around. Shi Pei left because we were simply just slacking and doing nothing. Finally had some camwhore session, lolx, posed posed posed, I did some ugly jumping shots, i think mine was super ugly, lol, dont care, lolx. Then, Mei Yi left for work, left only Addy, Clarissa and me. We walked to City Hall MRT, I was abit rushing for time because was meeting Vivien and YoYo at Kallang MRT at 1015am, I was still at City Hall at 1005am. =X Parted with Addy and Clarissa as Addy went to work at Raffles, then Clarissa had time so went over to accompany Addy since she was still early for work.
Took the MRT, emo-ed, reached Kallang MRT, eh, walked out and, I was on the same train as Vivien and YoYo, O.O Hmmm, dint really talk much while walking, emo-day I guessed. Finally reached the river, went toilet change shirt, changed into shoes and slacked around for a while before the training starts. Hmm, guys team today alot of people never turn up, I wander why, its already the last training before exams le, still dont want to make a full attendance, haiyo. We did warm-up, it was quite a quick one. Got ready and ran the usual route, phew, seriously, it feels better to be running with a team of people then alone, I could have died in the begining, I just love the spirit XD Cheering on the way as usual ^^ Oh, while going back, we turned in to a open space and stopped, I thought it was just a change of place for cooling down BUT NO, we did punishment there as 2 teammates were late for training, 50 pushups for each, dont worry, we dont blame you two, when did we ever blame each other for making the whole team do punishment, NEVER, this is the spirit I like in DB, the bonding is just so strong that it will never fade, NEVER. Haiyo, as usual, I suck at doing push-ups, can do la, abit struggling through, thanks alot for supporting, verbal support is strong, especially Bobbie, always giving support XD LAI! Finally did finish the 100 pumps, got up, and carried on running back to river there.
Cooled down, suddenly Phin and Vanesa say we still own them 50 pumps for not echoing on Tuesday, I cant remember a thing, but never mind, just do lo, shagged. Rested for 5 minutes and did Hang-ups, as usual, 3 sets of 1 minute. Haix, was disappointed with myself, not improvement at all, its always not consistant de, sometime good sometime bad, hais, today was quite bad, i owned 100+ pumps because for every seconds we cant hang, we will have to do 3 push-ups. Yupx, freshies already got together, we will do together the highest number of push-ups we own, today was 267 (if i rmb clearly). We did on the cement slope floor, less painful for our hands and knees because other areas were covered with "road-like" surface. I nearly die, mainly because I was supporting 2 people continuously while doing the Hang-ups, someone not supporting because of some reason, already told her off at the later part of the day, yupx, I may not sound good, so sorry, I dont mind supporting but do think of others too, we all must take turns if not, really, its gonna be quite hard, what if other people really mind? Yupx, change it k? =DDD Hais, I nearly dead doing the 267 push-ups, not that strong enough, thanks senior Vanesa again for supporting and adjusting our shirts, yupx ^-^ When it was my turn to shout the number, piang, nearly die, lol, was mentally telling myself to be strong, seriously, mentally have to be strong even when your physical is going weak, it do help. We were supporting each other, which was a good sign, yupx. Thank god we got through doing the push-ups, nobody should be guilty for anything, we are a team, there should be no hatred or what in between each other ((: WE ARE DOING GOODDD! ^-^
Next up, we filled up our bottles, took out our lifevest and paddles and did our 150 twisting. It should be relaxing bahx, however, I was quite exhausted while doing it, weak weak weak, I have to train really arh, fats are all I got, lol. I was quite tired so dint twist alot in the middle, was asked by Phin to twist more, I tried, lucky still can do it, lolx. Put on out liftvest, load up on the boat, oh, today I switch place with YoYo, I sat in-front of her instead of behind, I wander why they change, hmmm. Senior sat next to me, abit scare as usual, lolx. Rowed out, easy easy easy then we just row till we were told to easy. As usual was stroke by stroke check, it was pair by pair so I did with senior Vanesa, so scare ar, shes so strong, everytime go so fast de T.T When it was our turn, man, first few stroke already killed me liaox, lolx, but no choice, hanged in there, tried to follow her speed as close as possible, had a few mistakes, never dip in and my punching arm was quite high when I got tired, phew, lucky managed to change, was so relieved after Cheryl said "easy", can die. After that we carried on to row, did stroke by stroke check, then, 10s, 20s and 50s. So tired, haiyo, my back cant tahan man, but ok la, still can hang on ^-^ Oh, the pacing was so shuang yet tiring, "UP 10", haiyo, after giving all my best for the 10 strokes, I can nearly faint for the easy rowing after that, back aches like hell. The few "UP 10" was, hohoho, killing me =.=" Then, we rested, Cheryl and Vanesa sat in to be pacer, we all knew we were going to die, seniors in-front, haiyo, lolx. Hmm, we had to move back one seat to let them join in, OPPX, fall on my butt while moving, =.=", no sense of balance eh, lolx. HaHas, senior Eleanor funny eh, hahas, while senior Phin was dipping her legs into the water, she "suan-ed" her that she will kill the fishes in the water, haha. Then senior Eleanor was good to ask us to take care of ourselves, Phin asked us to listen to her words because Eleanor is in Heath Science, hehe, after she finished talking, she coughed, Phin was like :" Wah Nurse, sick liao arh." Hahas, just some funny stuff that happened on the boat XD Oh, then it was time to row again, piang, with Cheryl and Vanesa as pacer, their easy rowing is our fast rowing, super fast and "hiong" can? I was struggling to catch up, splashed water a couple of times because I lost the momentum, pai seh pai seh, "UP 10" with them was GOOD, with the seniors asking us to give in all our might, WE DID IT, it felt really great for the second time, we can really feel the boat MOVING, its really great, shocked and surprised. But seniors say we cant always depend on them to ask us to do then do it, never ask then never do, maybe we can be better with more trainings bahx, lets JIA YOU! We rowed quite far today, to a few bridges =D. Oh, we rowed in the rain, lolx, shuang but, the rain very strong lo, kept getting into my eyes, so scare my contact lens come out sia, cant wipe so had to tahan, I think I rowed with ONE or NO eyes during that set, lolx, simply my eyes was covered with rain water, lolx. Rowed and rowed, the longest rowing session we had bahx, tired, simply tired, the stroke by stroke check was worse, it was KILLER, it just ache so much to hold it there, shaking, but no, teammates were suffering too, mental strength again, so tough so tough, i almost gave up along the way, but, luckily I dint, we dint ^-^
Finally end of rowing. Eh, unloading was, hmm, I was clumsy again la, I slipped and fall on my butt again =.=" But ok la, lolx. We had to move pass so many boats before we could reach the jetty because we "parked" our boat at the outermost, one by one, taking turns to hold the boat, just these simple actions proves our team spirit, we are a team, not now only, but always will. Got back up, kept the lifevests and paddles, got ready for cool downs. I forgot why we did more pumps for, well, STM is hunting me again, lol. Debriefed, training wasnt that bad, yupx, end. We went over to wash up, got our stuffs and began our journey to the Netball Court toilet. Lolx, for the sake of the warm water and better showers, we walked a few kilometres, hmm, we saw seniors walking behind us but after some time, they were GONE, everytime so secretive one, lolx, everyone guessing like they got some shorter path or what, hahas, too secretive le la they. OPX, we took the wrong path, sorry, I still say it was the correct one when YoYo asked me, lolx, pai seh pai seh, too tired liaox, lolx. Turned back and walked the correct way, finally reached the showers, bathe, woooo, shuang de can? Hahas. After that Bobbie left us, Vivien, Sharon, YoYo, Bel and me went over KFC to eat. Bel pretty high huh, lolx,damn funny la her, lolx. It was good, good lunch with good people o.o
Separated from Sharon and Bel after that, we 3 went on to search for nearest 67 busstop. I was just demanding them to walk the usual way to Kallang MRT to take the bus, but they want to explore so, ok lo, diaox, walked and walked and walked, we walked till Suntec City they can? OMG LO, I was super shagged. Surprised that I could tahan so long, I was really tired man, haiyo. Upon reaching there, Dad called, asked me to go watch the fireworks if i want, ok lo, decided to watch, told them and ya, agreed. Rushed to toilet to wash our feet, Vivien and my back leg was splashed with dirt sia, lolx, stupid slipper, good but bad at wet weathers, lol. Slacked at Suntec, totally shagged. Then, wanted to go Raffles City to find Addy de but in the end changed my mind, followed YoYo to lead us to the place to catch the fireworks. Piang, Vivien and I were like going to kill her liaox, kept leading the wrong route, sorry, I too tired liaox got too frustrated, pai seh ar XD She made us walked up and down that flight of stairs and wanted us to walk more to the ground floor, I demanded "NO STAIRS", lol, so we walked back to take the escalator, lolx. When we entered the Convention Centre, we saw the Flag Parade, piang, quite nice eh, but marching wasnt that good, not in order de, lolx. They marched out, going to march all the way to Marina Bay bahx, maybe, we dont know also, its quite a distance from there huh, lolx, tough on them liaox. We then left too, walked and walked, went passed this place filled with water, rather cool huh, then YoYo went walking in it =.=, pollution lo, lol. Aiya, we walked the wrong way le, road block sia, cant get in. Hais, at that time we were too reluctant to carry on walking to see the firewalks le, made our way back to Marina Square. Oh, passed by Cafe Cartel but dint see Mei Yi, maybe shes inside bahx.
While we were going to the MRT direction, Vivien say that we might be able to get a view of the sky performance nearby, so we decided to go check it out lo. Yupx, indeed, we could see the Parachut performance quite clearly. Haha, Vivien got "stuck" in the mud, haha. Sorry, no water for you to wash up =X Then we decided to make our way to the Esplanade tp catch the fireworks. Hehe, finally I am able to lead the way because in the morning I had been there too, lolx. Went to the underground pass, =.=", came out of the wrong exit, lolx, wasnt reading, just walking blindly, lolx, psps, turned back and took the correct route. Finally we reached the Esplanade. WOO WOO! Quite alot of people huh, lolx, stood for a while then we decided to sit down at the steps there. Not bad,we could catch the performance on the water and also the planes too. So nice! We kept standing and sitting as we dont know what thing was going to happen next so when we heard or saw other people standing, we decided to stand as well. Breaked to go buy some chips, hehe. Fireworks at night was NICE! I got low expectation so ya, love it XD We thought it was over so we made our move first BUT theres still abit more, hahas.
Bought drinks and decided to follow the crowd as we dont really know which way to go to the MRT, lolx. Blindly followed lo. Not bad huh, they took us to a familiar route, the way Mei Yi and I were walking from when we came out of Raffles MRT so I felt safer when I found it familiar. However we dint go straight to take the MRT though, we walked all the way passed Boat Quay to a Coffeeshop toilet and walked back. We decided to find a bench to sit, sat down and talk. Chatted about alot of stuffs, future and past. It was really a good night there with some good company ^^, background was good too as we were directly in-front of a cafe which was having live band performance, the guy can really sing very well =D I emo-ed for sometime, hais, about that thing lo. Thanks Vivien. I really dont know what to reply sia, hais, tell or not to tell, it will really create a great change bahx, and I am scare of the change. Hais, feeling really down. It was really late liaox so we headed to the MRT, dint want to miss the last train. Hais, Dad called, all the #$%$#%@ came out lo, I knew it because I wasnt home but it was so late liaox, whatever, got used to it. I am not being rebellious or what la, I am not doing anything bad ma, chatting with friends is healthy, anyways, I got no one to chat with at home, I can really go crazy sometime you know.
Boarded the MRT, totally shagged and tired, 6am to nearly 12am out from home, so long, I wander how I can survive it, oh man. Took LRT home, too tired le. Finally reached home, piang, so sleepy, used com awhile and slept.
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Another day~
Lesson was as usual lo, sian sian sian. I was late fot F.A.T in the morning, aiya, expected one, hahas, go there waste time only anyways =X. Finally he ended, signed attendance, ADELINE PRO, hahas, came when lesson ended and enter to sign attendance nia, hahas. After that made our way to LT63 for EG2 lesson. When we reached there, lecturer haven't come yet, so waited outside. Finally she came, enter the room, bloody cold =.=" Yea, EG2 always ahead of lesson plan de, she told us since we are so ahead of time, after finish teaching all that we should know, we can don't need to attend class liaox, muahahahhaa =.=" more time to slack eh, lol. =Xring l I forgot to bring my EG2 lecture notes to school today so have to disturb Joyce when doing those exercise, =X psps. The things we learnt was quite easy, haha, because its all A.Math ma, lol.
WOOT! We ended lesson at 11am, 1 hr earlier! HAHA! Slacked slacked, don't know where to eat, in the end, the 4 of us decided to go try the food at Alumni Clubhouse. Went there, wah, the journey was killing me la, things so heavy because i got training today then my hamstrings and thigh were aching like hell la, lol. Finally made it there, man, went into the Clubhouse, wah, not bad lehx, lolx, saw the restaurant, 'jia lat', there goes my money-saving plan, the food was quite ex there but still went ahead to try because never eat before ma, lazy to move to SIM to eat also, lolx (though it was only down the road, lol). Hmm, after sometime to decide, ya, as usual,I cant decide what to eat, lol, finally chose to eat the Salmon teriyaki Set and added Peach Soda too. We went counter there to order our food. Piang, Peach Soda was so, eh, hugh glass, lolx. The Salmon was very nice XD, I ate till so full sia, lolx. After that went to library to slack awhile.
Lesson at 1pm.
Haix. Seriously. I sucks at all subjects except Math. BUT. My Maths not SUPER good also, sianx. I am like so, so the pathetic can? Haix.
Sian sianx. AMTL then S&W. It was good that my class gals came to accompany me arh. XD I dint swim due to "you-know-what" =.=" HEH, got the new game "Bad Day La" from Addy.
Played, man, I am bad at it, lolx. I dont think I can ever complete it lo, lol. Hmm, YoYo reached school, =.=", asked her come in she dont want, say what shy. Till after I changed then was going to prepare for training, she came in, argh, I was damn frustrated can, it was nice for buying that for me but, you know, not for that kind of meaning, hais. When i say it once, I mean it, dont let me repeat myself can, it will be hurting you and myself deep deep, i dont mean to, but, I got no choice. It really destroy my rest of the day can? Thanks.
Training was ...ok lo... Good that most turned up...hmm...ok...
After training, thanx hor Pebble, kept stuffing that thing into my bag, zzz, sianx, I had to say over and over again, NO! Hais. In the end she had to take it =.=" Hais, threatening by taking my laptop and not returning was not a really good idea to do to me, I can simply leave you there and walk away, dont try me ok, and my other GOOD teammates huh, walked in the opposite direction and left us to settle it, I wanted to die already lo. In the end, I took it, like I had said, its just plainly Friendship and not other stuff. Walked to KAP after that for dinner, Vivien, Pebble and Bobbie joined us after that. Mood got better after some crapping, yupx. Then, the usual 3 walked over to the busstop. Had some fun, ya, they are always irritating me, lolx.
Finally reached home, what a tired day.
P.S I wont throw it away because it is beautiful but, hope you get what I mean ok?
And thanks.
Lesson was as usual lo, sian sian sian. I was late fot F.A.T in the morning, aiya, expected one, hahas, go there waste time only anyways =X. Finally he ended, signed attendance, ADELINE PRO, hahas, came when lesson ended and enter to sign attendance nia, hahas. After that made our way to LT63 for EG2 lesson. When we reached there, lecturer haven't come yet, so waited outside. Finally she came, enter the room, bloody cold =.=" Yea, EG2 always ahead of lesson plan de, she told us since we are so ahead of time, after finish teaching all that we should know, we can don't need to attend class liaox, muahahahhaa =.=" more time to slack eh, lol. =Xring l I forgot to bring my EG2 lecture notes to school today so have to disturb Joyce when doing those exercise, =X psps. The things we learnt was quite easy, haha, because its all A.Math ma, lol.
WOOT! We ended lesson at 11am, 1 hr earlier! HAHA! Slacked slacked, don't know where to eat, in the end, the 4 of us decided to go try the food at Alumni Clubhouse. Went there, wah, the journey was killing me la, things so heavy because i got training today then my hamstrings and thigh were aching like hell la, lol. Finally made it there, man, went into the Clubhouse, wah, not bad lehx, lolx, saw the restaurant, 'jia lat', there goes my money-saving plan, the food was quite ex there but still went ahead to try because never eat before ma, lazy to move to SIM to eat also, lolx (though it was only down the road, lol). Hmm, after sometime to decide, ya, as usual,I cant decide what to eat, lol, finally chose to eat the Salmon teriyaki Set and added Peach Soda too. We went counter there to order our food. Piang, Peach Soda was so, eh, hugh glass, lolx. The Salmon was very nice XD, I ate till so full sia, lolx. After that went to library to slack awhile.
Lesson at 1pm.
Haix. Seriously. I sucks at all subjects except Math. BUT. My Maths not SUPER good also, sianx. I am like so, so the pathetic can? Haix.
Sian sianx. AMTL then S&W. It was good that my class gals came to accompany me arh. XD I dint swim due to "you-know-what" =.=" HEH, got the new game "Bad Day La" from Addy.
Played, man, I am bad at it, lolx. I dont think I can ever complete it lo, lol. Hmm, YoYo reached school, =.=", asked her come in she dont want, say what shy. Till after I changed then was going to prepare for training, she came in, argh, I was damn frustrated can, it was nice for buying that for me but, you know, not for that kind of meaning, hais. When i say it once, I mean it, dont let me repeat myself can, it will be hurting you and myself deep deep, i dont mean to, but, I got no choice. It really destroy my rest of the day can? Thanks.
Training was ...ok lo... Good that most turned up...hmm...ok...
After training, thanx hor Pebble, kept stuffing that thing into my bag, zzz, sianx, I had to say over and over again, NO! Hais. In the end she had to take it =.=" Hais, threatening by taking my laptop and not returning was not a really good idea to do to me, I can simply leave you there and walk away, dont try me ok, and my other GOOD teammates huh, walked in the opposite direction and left us to settle it, I wanted to die already lo. In the end, I took it, like I had said, its just plainly Friendship and not other stuff. Walked to KAP after that for dinner, Vivien, Pebble and Bobbie joined us after that. Mood got better after some crapping, yupx. Then, the usual 3 walked over to the busstop. Had some fun, ya, they are always irritating me, lolx.
Finally reached home, what a tired day.
P.S I wont throw it away because it is beautiful but, hope you get what I mean ok?
And thanks.
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