SUNDAY!
Well, its not a Sunday that I can finally rest and relax, I had to study the whole day )): I hate hate hate studying when no matter how much effort I put in I still do not understand it. Frk right? Oppx, ok, no more vulgarities for me liaox, I guess I am getting more vulgar each day, sorry sorry :/
Hmm, woke up early in the morning, shit man, told PaPa that I am going out to study. He stupidly made a bit big fuss about me not studying at home instead have to go out to study with friends. Is that wrong? Hais, I just cant study at home ma what to do, what you mean by others can stay at home yet I have to go out and find friends to study outside, wth, then, what about those people who go to library early in the morning just to make sure they can get seats in there and study for the whole day in the library, please la, there are so many people studying outside instead of home, you are just taking it as a reason so as to make sure that you are right, you are right that I am being rebellious. FRK IT! Thats because some of those you heard from your bloody friends have a nice place for them to study in, I dont. And you are not their parents, so I am not their child. Damn it. I do not know what he is thinking la, from this, he doubt my friends too, I study with friends and you think they are bad? WTH! I am going to study, argh, you are just freaking not understanding. Total disappointment. Since there you got no trust in me, then, I am not going to care about you either, dont say that I dont care about you, you made me to do it, you force me to go this way, I got no choice, I seriously got no choice; I had to go against you though I hate it, no family, no nothing, I only got my brother and friends, how pathetic.
Ok, whatever. After listening to him and almost getting hit hard on my face because I asked him to follow me since he dont trust I will study; he though I was being bad for what, how I know he cant follow? He say that I know that he cant follow yet ask him to follow, thus, he almost hit me for that. Frk! How I know, if you really want to find out then you will go and see, wth, I am giving you a chance to see yet you dont want, its your own problem. Shitty morning, its just the begining and YET, it had to be spoilt by him. ZZZ Heck-ed him, prepared and headed down to Marina Square.
Hmm, today studied with Mei Yi and Joyce. Addy working then Clari thought its tomorrow, lolx, because I msged them late at night yesterday after Mei Yi and I finally decided to study at Marina Square Mac. Supposed to meet Mei Yi at 10am at Mac but she wasnt feeling well so late. I reached early at 9+am, found a place with plug as we needed to use lappy, sat down and study. Abit weird ar study at there, lolx, but nvm la, lol. Bought Ice-Cream and studied. Hais, EngMec 2moro and I think, can pass but not very good marks, as in, a near E I guess. Mei Yi reached at 10+am. Yupx, did our revision and Joyce came to join us at 12+pm. Yupx, I brought the connector with 3 3-pin plug so we all can share the pathetic one plug at Mac, lolx, so scary, it looks like it will short circuit very soon, lol. Certainly, I am so exhuasted, so scared and so depressed about exams especially EngMec and ELTech; ELTech the most. My classmates are just so smart, they know almost everything already and studying with them made me feel so stupid, no no, not that I dont like to study with them, but, I can only ask for their help and not able to help them, I dont like that, I feel so stupid.
Hais, tahan bahx Caiying, its just your own fault for not working hard, blame yourself, yes, blame yourself.
Had our lunch at around 1pm. Not wanting to eat Mac AGAIN, I decided to buy from MacCafe that is located inside the Mac, yupx, had Frappe Caramel and Banana Walnut Muffin, nice nice (: After eating, continued to study. Plain boring, plain stress, plain depressing. Pulled myself through till 5+pm, then, I began to feel restless and ya, my brain cant take it anymore, I cant study. Thus, I just slacked, tried and did abit more, finally lasted till 7.30pm. We had some camwhore session, hahas, just so bored. Oh, did I mentioned the 3 of us consumed 40 NUGGETS, hahas, 3 girls, yupx, straight all at once. Actually Mei Yi and I bought 20 to share since it was only $8+, then, Joyce wanted too so I suggested why not we get another 20 to share between the 3, it was quite cheap ma, so Joyce went to buy another box. Hahas, quite scary, we were scared that anyone will see us, hahas, so pai seh, 40 nuggets, quite scary, hahas. We finished it all, yupx, and FULL. Hahas. Camwhore-ed myself. Left after I told them I cant take it liaox, lolx, we packed and ya, left.
Hmm, went to Mei Yi's work place which was Cafe Cartel, she wanted to check her schedule ma, yupx. She asked us if we wanted to join too, well, I dont mind, Joyce too, so that was a yes from us. She told her leader and we were asked to go for interview. Yupx, settled it on Wednesday which was after exam. Haiyo, I cant believe I am stepping into workforce again, scary yet exciting =X Hmm, I am going to work hard to earn money, study and also training; I am going to be a very very busy person )):
Waited for the free bus to go CityHall MRT, I dint know there is such a bus, lolx, now I know, lolx. Chatted and the bus came, parted with Joyce as her parent fetching her. Took the MRT, man, so exhausted. Chatted with Mei Yi thoughout the train, mostly about her work bahx, yupx. FRK IT! PaPa called her to ask where we were, damn it, why cant he just call me first, frking shit. He got her number as I was forced to put down the numbers before going out today. That super disappointing, no trust, not at all, and yea, I shall I will be a bad daughter, at least to you, you force me to, dont blame me, I am a chore to you anyway, you dont really take it as a responsibility to bring me up since you brought me to this world, instead, you curse and swear that you have to work so hard to pay for our fees and taking care of the house, shit you. Sorry, if you think I am really such a heartless person and bad child after reading this, I got no choice. It will be just me, home will just be a home without warmth, it is just a place for me to sleep in.
Reached home, bathe and yupx, slacked for a while before heading to study again. 2moro is my EngMec paper already, I am so scare, so scare. I dont think I will be sleeping much tonight I guess, and he is complaining and scolding me for staying up late to study, say what, I like that can study in 'cai guai', even threaten to switch off my lappy power if he finds me still awake when he wake up in the middle of the night, I kind of shouted at him and told him he can just do it and I just dont have to study, yupx, thats when he finally kept his mouth shut. You think I like to stay up so late to study ar, stupid, I got no choice but to study so hard though much of it dont get into my head, but at least I make a effort to stay up to study :
Alrights.
Better go now.
All the best for me.
Nights all.
Well, its not a Sunday that I can finally rest and relax, I had to study the whole day )): I hate hate hate studying when no matter how much effort I put in I still do not understand it. Frk right? Oppx, ok, no more vulgarities for me liaox, I guess I am getting more vulgar each day, sorry sorry :/
Hmm, woke up early in the morning, shit man, told PaPa that I am going out to study. He stupidly made a bit big fuss about me not studying at home instead have to go out to study with friends. Is that wrong? Hais, I just cant study at home ma what to do, what you mean by others can stay at home yet I have to go out and find friends to study outside, wth, then, what about those people who go to library early in the morning just to make sure they can get seats in there and study for the whole day in the library, please la, there are so many people studying outside instead of home, you are just taking it as a reason so as to make sure that you are right, you are right that I am being rebellious. FRK IT! Thats because some of those you heard from your bloody friends have a nice place for them to study in, I dont. And you are not their parents, so I am not their child. Damn it. I do not know what he is thinking la, from this, he doubt my friends too, I study with friends and you think they are bad? WTH! I am going to study, argh, you are just freaking not understanding. Total disappointment. Since there you got no trust in me, then, I am not going to care about you either, dont say that I dont care about you, you made me to do it, you force me to go this way, I got no choice, I seriously got no choice; I had to go against you though I hate it, no family, no nothing, I only got my brother and friends, how pathetic.
Ok, whatever. After listening to him and almost getting hit hard on my face because I asked him to follow me since he dont trust I will study; he though I was being bad for what, how I know he cant follow? He say that I know that he cant follow yet ask him to follow, thus, he almost hit me for that. Frk! How I know, if you really want to find out then you will go and see, wth, I am giving you a chance to see yet you dont want, its your own problem. Shitty morning, its just the begining and YET, it had to be spoilt by him. ZZZ Heck-ed him, prepared and headed down to Marina Square.
Hmm, today studied with Mei Yi and Joyce. Addy working then Clari thought its tomorrow, lolx, because I msged them late at night yesterday after Mei Yi and I finally decided to study at Marina Square Mac. Supposed to meet Mei Yi at 10am at Mac but she wasnt feeling well so late. I reached early at 9+am, found a place with plug as we needed to use lappy, sat down and study. Abit weird ar study at there, lolx, but nvm la, lol. Bought Ice-Cream and studied. Hais, EngMec 2moro and I think, can pass but not very good marks, as in, a near E I guess. Mei Yi reached at 10+am. Yupx, did our revision and Joyce came to join us at 12+pm. Yupx, I brought the connector with 3 3-pin plug so we all can share the pathetic one plug at Mac, lolx, so scary, it looks like it will short circuit very soon, lol. Certainly, I am so exhuasted, so scared and so depressed about exams especially EngMec and ELTech; ELTech the most. My classmates are just so smart, they know almost everything already and studying with them made me feel so stupid, no no, not that I dont like to study with them, but, I can only ask for their help and not able to help them, I dont like that, I feel so stupid.
Hais, tahan bahx Caiying, its just your own fault for not working hard, blame yourself, yes, blame yourself.
Had our lunch at around 1pm. Not wanting to eat Mac AGAIN, I decided to buy from MacCafe that is located inside the Mac, yupx, had Frappe Caramel and Banana Walnut Muffin, nice nice (: After eating, continued to study. Plain boring, plain stress, plain depressing. Pulled myself through till 5+pm, then, I began to feel restless and ya, my brain cant take it anymore, I cant study. Thus, I just slacked, tried and did abit more, finally lasted till 7.30pm. We had some camwhore session, hahas, just so bored. Oh, did I mentioned the 3 of us consumed 40 NUGGETS, hahas, 3 girls, yupx, straight all at once. Actually Mei Yi and I bought 20 to share since it was only $8+, then, Joyce wanted too so I suggested why not we get another 20 to share between the 3, it was quite cheap ma, so Joyce went to buy another box. Hahas, quite scary, we were scared that anyone will see us, hahas, so pai seh, 40 nuggets, quite scary, hahas. We finished it all, yupx, and FULL. Hahas. Camwhore-ed myself. Left after I told them I cant take it liaox, lolx, we packed and ya, left.
Hmm, went to Mei Yi's work place which was Cafe Cartel, she wanted to check her schedule ma, yupx. She asked us if we wanted to join too, well, I dont mind, Joyce too, so that was a yes from us. She told her leader and we were asked to go for interview. Yupx, settled it on Wednesday which was after exam. Haiyo, I cant believe I am stepping into workforce again, scary yet exciting =X Hmm, I am going to work hard to earn money, study and also training; I am going to be a very very busy person )):
Waited for the free bus to go CityHall MRT, I dint know there is such a bus, lolx, now I know, lolx. Chatted and the bus came, parted with Joyce as her parent fetching her. Took the MRT, man, so exhausted. Chatted with Mei Yi thoughout the train, mostly about her work bahx, yupx. FRK IT! PaPa called her to ask where we were, damn it, why cant he just call me first, frking shit. He got her number as I was forced to put down the numbers before going out today. That super disappointing, no trust, not at all, and yea, I shall I will be a bad daughter, at least to you, you force me to, dont blame me, I am a chore to you anyway, you dont really take it as a responsibility to bring me up since you brought me to this world, instead, you curse and swear that you have to work so hard to pay for our fees and taking care of the house, shit you. Sorry, if you think I am really such a heartless person and bad child after reading this, I got no choice. It will be just me, home will just be a home without warmth, it is just a place for me to sleep in.
Reached home, bathe and yupx, slacked for a while before heading to study again. 2moro is my EngMec paper already, I am so scare, so scare. I dont think I will be sleeping much tonight I guess, and he is complaining and scolding me for staying up late to study, say what, I like that can study in 'cai guai', even threaten to switch off my lappy power if he finds me still awake when he wake up in the middle of the night, I kind of shouted at him and told him he can just do it and I just dont have to study, yupx, thats when he finally kept his mouth shut. You think I like to stay up so late to study ar, stupid, I got no choice but to study so hard though much of it dont get into my head, but at least I make a effort to stay up to study :
Alrights.
Better go now.
All the best for me.
Nights all.
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