Should I say about today's paper?
Oh well...
Hmm, as I said, it was really bad for me, really really, very bad.
I dont know what I was doing for the entire morning, woke up, slept, woke up, slept, woke up and slept again, oh man, I was just too tired to concentrate in doing a proper revision for ELTech; worst of it, I dont know much about it )):
Hais, went school early to meet the rest for revision before exam. Well, I sat in the Atrium to wait for them to come, Joyce was in school already but we cant contact her so dint went over to meet her. Mei Yi followed by Clarissa came after that. I was mugging, no use, just staring at the damn lecture notes, hais, depressed. Mei Yi went library to look for Joyce and found her watching movie, lolx; look how relax they are, me? I am so dead. Felt so stress but ya, I got too much to clear, tooo much liao, so, I dont even have the heart to ask them, felt so stupid; stupidfied. Went to buy sandwich with Joyce, came back, ate and did more staring;felt more depressed, wanted to cry but, hell, it will not solve the problem, kept it to myself and ya, stared till times up.
Made our way to Blk 72 level 2 where the examination was held. We were abit late so after checking our seats, we rushed in; this time, I was sitting in the last 2nd seat of the row. Hmm, took out the necessary stuff and went to sit. Slacked till Examiner say can read through the paper but cannot write first. Read through? There was no need for me to do that, even if I read through, I know i cant even do, so,reading through before it starts only will make me more depress, thus, I flip flip flip and stone-ed.
Finally, it begans... What can I say? I almost cried after reading through the question and deciding which 4 out of the 6 should I choose, do I have a choice ma; I dont know almost all. Its the worst paper in my life, not even Chemistry or Physics paper in Secondary school made me feel this way; I was already crying but not crying out only. What I could only do was to do all the 6 questions and cancel the other 2 which have more blanks. Sucky isnt it? I am damn it stupid. Crapped for some and stone-ed for quite a long time. Wanted to leave at 3pm already but waited till 3.20pm, finally raised my hand to pass up the paper, got my things, got my bag and went out of the hall.
Oh, Clarissa ended same time as me. Well, we both then waited for Joyce and Addy for them to finish, Mei Yi went for work I guess. Eh, we waited for long long LONG! They came down passed 4pm, lolx, over the time to leave early so they had to wait until they count finish the number of papers, lol. Then, parted with Joyce at Canteen 1 and walked with Addy and Clarissa to front busstop, Claris's friend came too. Hais, I was emo emo emo, but still, pulling myself to at least smile a little; swallowing tears down is indeed hard, hao nan shou. Then, I actually had to cross over to the other side to take bus 74 to go Dover to meet YoYo de but they dint want to go over and decided to take a cab so Addy say they can drop me off at Dover. Thus, waited for cab, lol, alot of cab but were all changing shift lo, so many heading to Choa Chu Kang, lolx, but I wasnt going home, diaox. It drizzled so we flaged for cab in the rain, lol. Eh, took quite long ar and I was late to meet YoYo liaox, lolx. Finally we got a cab, yupx, Addy funny la, asked the uncle drive fast because she want to pee =.=", lol. Not long, I dropped at Dover and parted with them.
Chiong-ed up to MRT station, went toilet, lolx, then went Platform to find YoYo. Eh, abit rude hor YoYo, I reached there liaox she dint even talk to me ma, just continued to chat with the friend she met there, wah lao, at least 1 or 2 sentences ma, I was abit pissed =X Happily chat finish then turned to me to talk, zzz, I actually ''volcano going to erupt'' liaox, bad temper because of the examination too bahx, argh, but nah, I just replied back normally lo. Train came and we bought it, meeting Vivien at City Hall MRT. That YoYo ar, what last minute want change of plan =.= , because I had to leave there by 9+pm then she counted only a few hours at there only, she felt not enough so actually wanted to change, zzz, in the end stick with the old plan, lol. Yup, while aproaching there, we dont really know which part of the train we were at so I had to step out of the train to ask Vivien to come in; I was wearing yellow so easily spotted lo, lol. Found her, luckily she chose to stand at the spot near to us, lolx. She came in and we crapped. I dont know why I crapped and lame so much, maybe because for the pass few day I was too stress le bahx and had been keeping quiet with my classmates. Also, I felt so ''free'' with the 2 of them, I felt alright to say whatever I want and do whatever I want to do ((:
We alighted at Bedok MRT and walked over to the interchange where YoYo say there will be a straight bus to East Coast Park. On the way, they 2 shared on the seniors they met the past few days; eh, not fair, I havent really meet any, lo. Reached there, only to know that the bus only available on weekends, yupx, so we went to the busstop near the MRT. Took the bus, wah, we passed by so many school, lol. Hmmm, alighted at ''I dont know where'' (I just followed them, dont know the way ma). Hmm, walked and passed by this market, decided to ''ta-bao'' our food to East Coast Park to eat. YoYo and I bought Chicken rice. Went toilet after Vivien went while YoYo waited for the rice. Eh, figured my way to the toilet, lolx. Used and left with Vivien lo. She bought Sugar Cane Juice on the way and we walked back to find YoYo. Haha, she was abit angry because we took so long, lol. Her turn to go toilet then I went to buy beancurd for them. Eh, Vivien wanted cold but never sell cold so went to ask her and queued again, lol. I bought 1 beancurd with grass jelly and also Ice Soya milk Pearl, hehex. Yum, the drink was nice because got pearls, haha.
Made our way to East Coast Park, the path we took was familiar to me, yupx, I walked with him before, one time, the same path, aye shit, why those memories :/ Then, we reached. Eh, we were in the wrong direction so wasnt able to see much of the sun set, lol, nvm, who need the sunset when friends are around (: Oh, learnt somethink new from Vivien. Knew the ''rock'' that we usually sit next to the sea? They are call ''breakwaters'', yupx. Sat on the breakwater, hmmm, then took out the Chickent Rice to eat, so hungry, lol. EH! YoYo ar, one move, half of her Chicken Rice donated to the stones, haha, and the other half almost wanted to join them too, lol. Hmm, ate finish the Rice and we changed area because it was dirtied la, lol. That Aunty YoYo finally satisfied with the spot and we all sat down. Vivien took picture of YoYo standing at the shore there as the view was nice. Took out beancurd and eat, did abit of camwhore. Tell you wat! BEANCURD WITH GRASS JELLY IS SI BEI NICE LA! Lolx. Then, the sky was turning down, we lie down and look at the beautiful dark sky. Haha, the stars look like planes or the planes look like stars? Hahas, we differeniate by the speed of movement, haha. Man, as the sky gets darker, there was more and more stars, so nice, really very nice, it had been such a long time since I see so many stars in the sky le, so touching, so nice. I want to see more of it in the future! XD Chatted too, yupx. Then, we got up because I wanted to pee, lolx, we walked to Mac. Hahas, it wasnt really a long walk la, lolx. Pee-ed and yea, walked back, found a Adidas Slogon on the floor and took picture of it. Piang, East Coast Park really got alot of couples la, almost every bench were occupied by them. Eh, saw something super unglam la, the Aunty sat on the lap of the Uncle's, face to face, I wanted to puke, lol, so old le still in public like that, Teenagers also will shy de lo, lol.
Then, we walked out of East Coast Park. Went into a Pet shop, looked around, saw dogs and hamsters all that, continued walking to busstop after that. Everything was so clear in my mind, that day, holding hands, walking happily togather down the street. Well, its in the past, it shall be part of my beautiful memory ((: Wait for the bus at the busstop, quite long ar, lolx, so we chatted, talked abit of voluntary stuff, nono, I am not so holy into it la, lol, not so yet, haha. Finally the bus came and we boarded it. Eh, the bus past bu CJC, arhh, I wanted to look how the school looks like but too bad, it was too dark to see anything. Hmm, Vivien and YoYo chatted about their oversea trips to differernt parts of China, I dont went to any of the places so was sitting in the middle listening to them. Yupx. Journey was long, but not that long. We reached Pending LRT there and alighted. Took the LRT home.
Sorry, I lied, yes, you all heard it, I know I am bad. I dont know what you all think of me at that moment, I shall not go guessing about it. I know I am bad. A bad kid.
Ok, reached home and bathe. Shagged, very. 2moro going Marina Square for the interview for Crew at Cafe Cartel. Not so looking forward to it, new job, hmmm, dont know what to say.
Anyways. Thanks the two of you, I had great time at East Coast Park tonight, it helped me get away from the fact that, I am going to fail my ELTech and not able to go for trainings anymore. For a moment, I felt so relaxed. Thank you. ((:
Ok, I still have to face it. Face it bahx.
Alrights, nights all.
Oh well...
Hmm, as I said, it was really bad for me, really really, very bad.
I dont know what I was doing for the entire morning, woke up, slept, woke up, slept, woke up and slept again, oh man, I was just too tired to concentrate in doing a proper revision for ELTech; worst of it, I dont know much about it )):
Hais, went school early to meet the rest for revision before exam. Well, I sat in the Atrium to wait for them to come, Joyce was in school already but we cant contact her so dint went over to meet her. Mei Yi followed by Clarissa came after that. I was mugging, no use, just staring at the damn lecture notes, hais, depressed. Mei Yi went library to look for Joyce and found her watching movie, lolx; look how relax they are, me? I am so dead. Felt so stress but ya, I got too much to clear, tooo much liao, so, I dont even have the heart to ask them, felt so stupid; stupidfied. Went to buy sandwich with Joyce, came back, ate and did more staring;felt more depressed, wanted to cry but, hell, it will not solve the problem, kept it to myself and ya, stared till times up.
Made our way to Blk 72 level 2 where the examination was held. We were abit late so after checking our seats, we rushed in; this time, I was sitting in the last 2nd seat of the row. Hmm, took out the necessary stuff and went to sit. Slacked till Examiner say can read through the paper but cannot write first. Read through? There was no need for me to do that, even if I read through, I know i cant even do, so,reading through before it starts only will make me more depress, thus, I flip flip flip and stone-ed.
Finally, it begans... What can I say? I almost cried after reading through the question and deciding which 4 out of the 6 should I choose, do I have a choice ma; I dont know almost all. Its the worst paper in my life, not even Chemistry or Physics paper in Secondary school made me feel this way; I was already crying but not crying out only. What I could only do was to do all the 6 questions and cancel the other 2 which have more blanks. Sucky isnt it? I am damn it stupid. Crapped for some and stone-ed for quite a long time. Wanted to leave at 3pm already but waited till 3.20pm, finally raised my hand to pass up the paper, got my things, got my bag and went out of the hall.
Oh, Clarissa ended same time as me. Well, we both then waited for Joyce and Addy for them to finish, Mei Yi went for work I guess. Eh, we waited for long long LONG! They came down passed 4pm, lolx, over the time to leave early so they had to wait until they count finish the number of papers, lol. Then, parted with Joyce at Canteen 1 and walked with Addy and Clarissa to front busstop, Claris's friend came too. Hais, I was emo emo emo, but still, pulling myself to at least smile a little; swallowing tears down is indeed hard, hao nan shou. Then, I actually had to cross over to the other side to take bus 74 to go Dover to meet YoYo de but they dint want to go over and decided to take a cab so Addy say they can drop me off at Dover. Thus, waited for cab, lol, alot of cab but were all changing shift lo, so many heading to Choa Chu Kang, lolx, but I wasnt going home, diaox. It drizzled so we flaged for cab in the rain, lol. Eh, took quite long ar and I was late to meet YoYo liaox, lolx. Finally we got a cab, yupx, Addy funny la, asked the uncle drive fast because she want to pee =.=", lol. Not long, I dropped at Dover and parted with them.
Chiong-ed up to MRT station, went toilet, lolx, then went Platform to find YoYo. Eh, abit rude hor YoYo, I reached there liaox she dint even talk to me ma, just continued to chat with the friend she met there, wah lao, at least 1 or 2 sentences ma, I was abit pissed =X Happily chat finish then turned to me to talk, zzz, I actually ''volcano going to erupt'' liaox, bad temper because of the examination too bahx, argh, but nah, I just replied back normally lo. Train came and we bought it, meeting Vivien at City Hall MRT. That YoYo ar, what last minute want change of plan =.= , because I had to leave there by 9+pm then she counted only a few hours at there only, she felt not enough so actually wanted to change, zzz, in the end stick with the old plan, lol. Yup, while aproaching there, we dont really know which part of the train we were at so I had to step out of the train to ask Vivien to come in; I was wearing yellow so easily spotted lo, lol. Found her, luckily she chose to stand at the spot near to us, lolx. She came in and we crapped. I dont know why I crapped and lame so much, maybe because for the pass few day I was too stress le bahx and had been keeping quiet with my classmates. Also, I felt so ''free'' with the 2 of them, I felt alright to say whatever I want and do whatever I want to do ((:
We alighted at Bedok MRT and walked over to the interchange where YoYo say there will be a straight bus to East Coast Park. On the way, they 2 shared on the seniors they met the past few days; eh, not fair, I havent really meet any, lo. Reached there, only to know that the bus only available on weekends, yupx, so we went to the busstop near the MRT. Took the bus, wah, we passed by so many school, lol. Hmmm, alighted at ''I dont know where'' (I just followed them, dont know the way ma). Hmm, walked and passed by this market, decided to ''ta-bao'' our food to East Coast Park to eat. YoYo and I bought Chicken rice. Went toilet after Vivien went while YoYo waited for the rice. Eh, figured my way to the toilet, lolx. Used and left with Vivien lo. She bought Sugar Cane Juice on the way and we walked back to find YoYo. Haha, she was abit angry because we took so long, lol. Her turn to go toilet then I went to buy beancurd for them. Eh, Vivien wanted cold but never sell cold so went to ask her and queued again, lol. I bought 1 beancurd with grass jelly and also Ice Soya milk Pearl, hehex. Yum, the drink was nice because got pearls, haha.
Made our way to East Coast Park, the path we took was familiar to me, yupx, I walked with him before, one time, the same path, aye shit, why those memories :/ Then, we reached. Eh, we were in the wrong direction so wasnt able to see much of the sun set, lol, nvm, who need the sunset when friends are around (: Oh, learnt somethink new from Vivien. Knew the ''rock'' that we usually sit next to the sea? They are call ''breakwaters'', yupx. Sat on the breakwater, hmmm, then took out the Chickent Rice to eat, so hungry, lol. EH! YoYo ar, one move, half of her Chicken Rice donated to the stones, haha, and the other half almost wanted to join them too, lol. Hmm, ate finish the Rice and we changed area because it was dirtied la, lol. That Aunty YoYo finally satisfied with the spot and we all sat down. Vivien took picture of YoYo standing at the shore there as the view was nice. Took out beancurd and eat, did abit of camwhore. Tell you wat! BEANCURD WITH GRASS JELLY IS SI BEI NICE LA! Lolx. Then, the sky was turning down, we lie down and look at the beautiful dark sky. Haha, the stars look like planes or the planes look like stars? Hahas, we differeniate by the speed of movement, haha. Man, as the sky gets darker, there was more and more stars, so nice, really very nice, it had been such a long time since I see so many stars in the sky le, so touching, so nice. I want to see more of it in the future! XD Chatted too, yupx. Then, we got up because I wanted to pee, lolx, we walked to Mac. Hahas, it wasnt really a long walk la, lolx. Pee-ed and yea, walked back, found a Adidas Slogon on the floor and took picture of it. Piang, East Coast Park really got alot of couples la, almost every bench were occupied by them. Eh, saw something super unglam la, the Aunty sat on the lap of the Uncle's, face to face, I wanted to puke, lol, so old le still in public like that, Teenagers also will shy de lo, lol.
Then, we walked out of East Coast Park. Went into a Pet shop, looked around, saw dogs and hamsters all that, continued walking to busstop after that. Everything was so clear in my mind, that day, holding hands, walking happily togather down the street. Well, its in the past, it shall be part of my beautiful memory ((: Wait for the bus at the busstop, quite long ar, lolx, so we chatted, talked abit of voluntary stuff, nono, I am not so holy into it la, lol, not so yet, haha. Finally the bus came and we boarded it. Eh, the bus past bu CJC, arhh, I wanted to look how the school looks like but too bad, it was too dark to see anything. Hmm, Vivien and YoYo chatted about their oversea trips to differernt parts of China, I dont went to any of the places so was sitting in the middle listening to them. Yupx. Journey was long, but not that long. We reached Pending LRT there and alighted. Took the LRT home.
Sorry, I lied, yes, you all heard it, I know I am bad. I dont know what you all think of me at that moment, I shall not go guessing about it. I know I am bad. A bad kid.
Ok, reached home and bathe. Shagged, very. 2moro going Marina Square for the interview for Crew at Cafe Cartel. Not so looking forward to it, new job, hmmm, dont know what to say.
Anyways. Thanks the two of you, I had great time at East Coast Park tonight, it helped me get away from the fact that, I am going to fail my ELTech and not able to go for trainings anymore. For a moment, I felt so relaxed. Thank you. ((:
Ok, I still have to face it. Face it bahx.
Alrights, nights all.
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