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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

A ??? day??? ???!!!!!

Woke up at 7+am in the morning. Man, I almost wanted to continue sleeping la, lolx, so sleepy, then I remembered I am meeting YoYo at 8.45am to go study, yar, jumped out of bed! Hmm, msged her to comfirm because yesterday msg her halfway then I fall asleep liaox, sorry sorry. She dint reply me until 8+am so I assumed she havent wake up or what, thus, I did my stuff slowly, quite restless too =X Then, she replied me finally, I chiong to pack up, yupx, late again, met her only at 9am, guessed she was quite pissed off :/ Sorry arh!

Took LRT to CCK MRT to meet her lo because I was late already ma, if I walk sure alot slower, lol. Met her, took MRT to J.E. Hmm, we had our breakfast at Mac. Fastfood=Fattyfood. At this stressful period of time, who cares, I dont, I know, getting fatter as day goes by =.=", thats why I hate stress T.T Ate, hmm, Sauage Egg Muffin Meal lo. Then, it was still early so decided to go see see outside the library got alot people waiting to chiong in ma, lol, she never see before ma. At there, eh, only a few people, I guessed too early le bahx, yupx, so we went back mall to slack slack, walked walked there. Went back to library entrance to wait for the door to open lo. Piang, as the time got near, people also got more and more, lolx, somemore all stand so close to the door, like want to chiong in straight away like that, so scary, lolx, purely Singaporean, hahas. Yupx, finally the door opens and we went in, hmm, brought her to the wrong floor =X, we went up to 3rd floor instead of 2nd because I remembered wrongly where were the tables mostly placed. Yupx, we were lucky enough to get a table near the plug =DDD Sat down, and, slacked for a while before we studying. Two people to one table, so good, lolx, not because we dont want poeple to share with us, it was because both of us had laptop placed on table, so want to make space for others to sit also cannot =X Hmm, ya, sat there, did some EngMec practices, quite frustrated actually when I dont know how to do, no one by my side to solve my problem too, though my classmates were online, hmm, but I not that time will keep asking people to help me de lo, sianx, ya, dont like to disturb people too much. Thus, took quite a long time to do those questions, quite happy for some that I could figure out myself, but still, there are some that I still could not solve them, sianx, what to do, maybe when I am free or go further to other chapter, I will come back to take a look bahx. Not enough time liaox, see, my stupid last-minutes attitude sucks, I dont like it, I really have to change from next semester onwards, not as smart as the others so really have to attend lectures and do regular revisions liaox, yupx.

Oh, Kok Wei called today. Regarding YVIP 07 of course, yupx, they needed help. Hmm, at first I thought he asking me to join as TF so I immediatly told him I cant take the role as TF as it will be in December, Poly will be having school, so yar, I wont be able to make it for the two weeks attachments to homes. Then, he said he know and guess what, he asked me to join as Committee. I was abit freaked out la, lolx, I doubt my ability to be Committee again, after finishing ACE07, I realised Committee is not a easy job, yupx, need alot of committment too. And and, I am not good at giving TFs comments, encouragements and points to be taken note of, thus, I felt quite useless when doing debriefing for them sia, what I could say were only "you all need to....." and bla bla bla, cant really give them good learning points like what I was told when I was a TF in YVIP06; like what we always say for participants, for me, I dont even touch my TFs' hair, not ABIT. Yupx, I am still as lousy as I was in debriefing skills, I cant think of anything to talk about, hmm, but ya, leadership skills definately improved dued to so many camps I had went to in begining of Poly life; they see a changed in me too, so that was good. Well, back to whether I should take the Committee role again anot, this time not ACE but YVIP. I think it would be much easier since Kok Wei mentioned that alot of things are already done, for example, venues and stuff, not like ACE07, venues were pretty much decided on last-minute and that was SUPER SCARY, yupx. I got the urge to carry on with SVC, but once again, I doubt I cant balance my life now. Hmm, after much talking, I gave him a 'Yes', knowing that Tracy is in the Committee too and I can pair with her if I agree to be in; its good, shes a great person to work with, someone who gives others alot of encouragement, efficient, plently of ideas and do not give up easily, its good to work with someone more matured than you (only a couple of years though, lol), shes totally not behaving that old, hyper-active kid, hahas XD Yupx, after that, I thought for a while and decided to give him a answer by tonight instead, yupx.

Hanged up and carried on with my work.

YoYo left awhile to buy things, yupx. A group of guys came to ask if they could take the seats, hmm, so bad, had to reject them, man, they are all just so hardworking, I felt ashamed of myself, not doing much to my studies despite the fact that my result werent good, werent good at all. Hmm, I got the urge to go pierce my ear sia, lolx, last time say want to go pierce then till now still havent, I think before going Sabah I will go 1. Pierce my ear 2. Cut my hair, short, but havent think of the design to cut (anyone know where to cut nice nice de?) 3. Buy more SB, shorts and shirts. 4. Buy crumpler! YoYo came back after quite some time, oh, she went to buy some stationery eh, yupx. Thanks alot for buying me my favourite Milo Bar too ((: So sweet huh, hahas. We discussed on what time we should leave. Actually decided on 4pm but I pushed back to 5pm instead as it will be quite bored to slack for so long till 7pm; we will be meeting Vivien for dinner after her Piano lesson. Slacking place was IMM. It was pretty hard to study there despite the quiet and peaceful environment as it was indeed a good place to feel sleepy too, lol. I was like forcing my 1000000000tons eyelids to open, till 4+pm, I began to slack, surfed through friends' blog and started reading. Then, she noticed that I was slacking too so decided that we should leave the library. Yupx, packed, went toilet and exit the library. Haha, YoYo so lucky huh, went into the cubicle that the previous user shitted thus 'chao' smelly, lol.

Hungry hungry man, but not really very because breakfast was good ((: Hmm, then we strolled over to IMM, chatting along the way, yupx. Hmm, went to walk walk around. She bought some food to eat along the way, yupx. Sianx, was gana 'attacked' by a promoter from Yun Nam =.=", he asked us if we are over 18 anot. I thought if under 18 then will not gana ma, so I happily answered NO. =.=" Wah piang, he say not over 18 then good lo, sian diaox, then he continued saying they doing a survey to check on the type of scale most Singaporean have, they were giving free scale treatment so he insisted me to go try. Hell, no, I dont feel like going for such stuff, lolx, alot of things to worry about liaox, later scale got anything then more things to worry =.=", no thanks man. I think he used all his effort, but but, hahas, I too 'ying4' le la, hahas, no means no, lolx, so he got no choice but to let me go, lolx. After that went to walk around lo, so sianx, YoYo's good suggestion to go IMM lo, then nothing to walk de, lolx, still kept complaining to go elsewhere, diaox. Then she suggested to go play basketball, hehe, too bad, I no mood to play, then changed to badminton, same, quite reluctant to play any sports also, lolx, no proper court anyways, I hate playing badminton in the open area, so hard to play with the wind blowing here and here. In the end, called home to check PaPa at home ma so I can go home to take rackets to play and go for dinner after that, if he at home then I cant go for dinner liaox, yupx. Kor Kor said PaPa not at home, so we head off to 188 busstop and took bus to my house.

Bus journey was, hmm, ok la. YoYo arh, really have to learn when to talk softly liaox ar, talk so loud, everyone can hear lo, somemore sometimes things can be quite embrassing to say so loud in the public ar, haiyo, lolx, like kid like that, lol. Finally got seat, kept asking me want to sit anot, you know others all turning to look at you ar, lolx. Then, got seats for us to sit togather liaox, she chiong-ed lo, piang, I almost fainted, lolx. She suddenly told me "I know I throw your face alot of times liaox." Eh, I was quite guilty and bad after hearing that sentence, dont know why, I just felt that way, =X, maybe I said her too much liaox, sorry sorry. Yupx, we sat and chatted till home. This few days when taking MRT bus with her, she sure will ask if I want to sleep or chat, lolx, because in my previous post I mentioned I very ke lian have to talk to her ma, hahas, lolx. No la, it depends, sometimes really quite moody so dont feel like talking. Kind of weird la, ask that kind of question, lolx.

Reached my house there, alighted and walked home. Man, looked at the time, it was already 6+pm liaox so we can forget about playing badminton lo. Put my stuff at home, slacked and went out to Lot 1. Hmm, walked walked around to wait for Vivien, then, we decided to go to the arcade lo. Played the Basketball de and also the "Finding the difference" game for a few times, lolx, quite a fun game eh, lo. Then, we left for 24 hour Coffeeshop and waited for Vivien. =/ That YoYo suddenly asked me " why you so Man huh?" Diaox, thats a really weird question, I very boy-ish meh? T.T Still asked me I am a Tomboy izzit. Almost fainted, lolx. I cant change the way I walk la, this is me lo, but I am 100% girl of cause =.="

Called Vivien but she never pick up >.<, saw her walking towards us after I put down the phone. Took quite a long time to decide what to eat lo, sianx, finally decided to eat Fried Rice, 'shun bian' order Hor Fan for Vivien too. Oh, not forgetting beancurd too ((: My food took so long to cook la, sianx, wait there so hot lo, lolx. Paid and we brought all our packed food to the playground to eat. =X Stole a pair of chopsticks from the Bee Hoon stall for Vivien because that stall only provide spoon nia, lolx XD

Sat down on the playground and we ate. Yupx, Vivien shared her story, she met her 1st Piano teacher recently after changing like 6 to 7 of them till now, lolx, amazing the teacher still remember her, hahas, I guess she really have not changed since years back, hahas. Then talk talk finish, asked me share, =.=", what sia, I got nothing to share one, lolx. Chat chat chat and a little boy came. Oh, it was him, the same little boy that we met the other time, ok, this time I shall remember his name, he is WU YI HENG, 6 years old, K2, lol. From the way he talk, he is really a smart kid sia, yupx, very clever. Talk talk to him also, yupx. Suddenly, Vivien was talking to a guy, lolx, dont know who, he brought her the diving equipment (I forgot it call what le =X), chatted and left. Piang, diving lehx, and guess what, the thing cost $800+!!!! Omg, she is so lucky la, her parents willing to pay so much for her, so good.>.< Ate finish our food and slacked there for quite sometime.

Near 9pm, we decided to go for a walk. We walked to Vivien house there de long running track. On the way, hahas, was laming as usual, lolx, YOYO GOT CUTE SMALL EARS, hahas. Ok, reached there then went over to the exercise corner. Got the urge to hang, so Vivien and I hanged 1st, T.T, I dropped halfway through 1 minutes, the new skin on my palm were still thin so kind of hurt so I let go. Wah, Vivien hung for 1 minutes, good job good job despite she got sweaty palms, yupx yupx. After that, YoYo suggested to sit on top of the Monkey Bar. Aiya, sianx, tried so many times till dint managed to climbed up, I was hanging halfway lo, sianx, shoulders too broad le la, cant pass through the spacing in between the bars. Next, we played some old-school game. It was some scissors-paper-stone game while standing face to face with your friend with our feet behind one another. The person who loses will take a step forward by moving the front foot only, the person who wins will move his/her front foot back by one step. The game ends when the loser cant reach the distance parted, yupx, if you know how to do split, then this game sure easy for you la, hahas.

Play play play then PaPa called. Tio scolded lo so chiong-ed home. Really chiong-ed home, I was perspiring like mad when I reached home. Nagged nagged nagged. EH! WTF! I cant hangout with my friends meh, must it be guys when I say I am with my friends. Why should I lie to you about this, must it be really guys???!! Say what dont go sit at staircase there and anyhow, frk la, your daughter is like that? No trust at all, oh, you already dont trust me since dont know how long ago le, I am always living in the shadow of my sisters, no me, no me at all. Then can I say you are a bad father too since your brothers arent that good either, you want to be compared with your elder brother whom you hate so much? I know you worry, but, sometimes you should not keep thinking things in this way only, its only friends, friends are very important to me now. For study issue, wth, study means ONLY STUDY? I do need a break after that lo, no one will keep themselves at home WHOLE DAY to study before exam, we are humans, we do need some fresh air before we so insane! Nvm, I am not going to care so much, I will try to live my life the way I like.

Yupx.

Hais, 1st paper starting on Saturday already, oh man, so fast, I am dying in EngMec and ELTech. 2moro will be another study day at J.E. Solo 2moro, lolx, yupx.

Hmm, I havent come up with a decision to be or not to be in Committee for YVIP07 and later I have to reply Kok wei already. I should go think about it bahx. Part of the reason why I cant take the role is that my PaPa is not very happy with my time spent on volunteering, yes, money-spent on travelling too, I think I will go think about it later bahx.

Well.

Nights all.

Tomorrow will be a better day, I guess.




TAGGIES REPLIES
ying-Jessica aka Lao Po: very good. you better pass, hahas. Oh? Cant find meh? hahas, I can lehx, lolx.
ying-Ivian: yupx. eh. study hard too.
ying-Jessica aka Lao Po: ((:


yIng 2 bloGgie * Wednesday, August 15, 2007
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