So fast it past, I cant even breathe.
Woke up at 7+am, actually have to go for EG2 lecture de, smsed Joyce then she replied that it was optional so dint turn up for it. Smsed Mei Yi too because I told her that I was going for the lecture as we did not know that it was compulsory anot. Then, slacked at home till I overshot the time to prepare for school, was late for ELTech lecture at 10am, never on time, thats me.
Lecture was just sianx la, nothing went into my head, I am just dumb, such a dumb ass, the thought of changing course kept coming into my mind, should I? Its just hard, if I don't change course, I will have to struggle through in AE with fear of failing tests and exams and retaking modules which results in waiting of time and also unable to go for training (which is my greatest fear). So what if I change course, what course should I change into? Business? Something without Physics I guess. But I will waste one year more year in Poly and I will have to start all over again, making new friends in class, finding cliques. Frankly speaking, classmates areimportant to me, especially those I have now. Haiya, change course anot? Sianx. I remembered Vivien saying that we shant regret on what we had decided, instead just take it and move along with the process (something like that). While, agree with it but its hard.
Oh, so happy to find out that the Milo bar is on sale again in CO-OP, its our favourite man, lolx, they did not sell it for sometime and I though they would stopped selling it forever.
After that went library, joined Clarissa while she was doing her FAT Project with her group, they had to present it today. I was supposed to do FAT Project with my group but Addy havent come school yet so we decided to do after school assuming she will come for practical. Sat at a corner, blasted music into my ears and use my lappy. Joyce called asking us whether we want food anot, so kind of her, yupx, we decided to get sandwiches in the end. Finally she came, yupx, ate in library again, lolx, its quite common anyways, lolx. Addy havent come to school yet, cant contact her, was wondering what had happened to her. Clarissa guessed that she must be still sleeping as her phone wasnt switched on, hmmm. After that, they left for their 1pm lesson while I stayed on in the library, had to wait till 3pm just for that ELTech Practical, it was our last practical for this semester. Hmm, was getting quite emo and bored out, Mei Yi asked me to join them as there were also in the library but one-floor up, I am just to lazy to pack my stuff and go up so dint. Good that I had Vivien to chat with me for a while, she told me senior Vanesa will be self-training today in school, haiya, I never bring attire if not can join, lolx, its good to know more seniors, anyways, we are in the same team, lol, can learn from them also. So, in the end Vivien asked if we can join the next time, hoho, she kind of "ok lo", hahas, nvm, happy enough lol. Our seniors hor, see them "dao dao" de but actually they very good de la, like Vanesa, if you never go talk to her, you wont know that actually she is a very nice person.
Hmm, finally 2.55pm, packed up and went for practical, lol, almost all were there liaox, lol. Put my stuff down, went to sign attendence and took my worksheet and sat down lo. Aiya, I so blur la, couldn't catch up with what the teacher was talking about so I kept asking Mei Yi throughout the entire practical, I think she got quite irritated also bahx, pai seh pai seh. Oh, Addy finally replied me not long after practical starts, saying she had something on so dint come for lesson but will be joining us for practical. Ya, she came, quite late liaox, then, sat for a while, she need to go library to find Joyce to use her phone charger, her phone was dead. Thus, tagged along while I am just starting to do my practical. Reached library, found Joyce and Clarissa watching the some movie. They stopped, Addy had to charge her phone so they had to take out the DVD player and for the circuit, lolx, as if they were repairing something. Done and we went back to class to continue with our practical. Oh, we used a new "machine" today, we can get wave from it, yupx, sorry, dont really know all this stuff so my description like that de lo. I kept asking the lady helper and lecturer, lolx, because I missed all the pointers when the lecturer was explaining as I was busy doing the previous parts and figuring out how to do them. Ok la, with so much help from them and classmates, managed to complete it and pass up, phew. Waited for Addy to finish then we left for library. Actually was supposed to stay back for FAT Project de but since Addy cant stay for long, the group decided to do online at night. Chatted with Joyce and Clarissa, Addy took her phone back and we went home. I left the gals as I am walking to Shell station, yupx, lonely walk but no doubt, I love walking.
EDITED: I FINALLY SAW IVIAN NG YU YAN IN SCHOOL!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!
(why did you ran away so fast, =.=", see ghost ar! Lolx. I know, too excited liaox, haha. XD)
The bus damn slow can? Haiyo. Finally it came. Oh, while approaching CCK Int, I saw some familiar faces from sitting at the 24hr Coffeeshop, oh man, after looking at the Brazil singlet and the short hair gal, I figured out they were senior Cheryl and Phin. OMG! Lolx, I planned to go there to buy my beancurb then, saw them then was quite scare ar, hahas, later say 'hi' to them then they 'dao' me how. >.< Aiyo, decided to go ahead, lol, Cheryl spotted me and I said 'hi' to her then to Phin, muahaha, they smiled back too, especially Phin, finally never 'dao' me liaox, lol. Bought my 'dao huey' walked over to cross the road, Phin was preparing to leave while Cheryl walked over to dont know where, said 'bye' to Phin as I walked past her and she smiled again, lolx. You guys must be wandering why am I so happy about them smiling back, hmm, I think only we freshies know bahx, its like a step closer to knowing our seniors, yupx, it isnt good to be always freshies aside then seniors aside ma.
Sianx, today's mood not so good beceause someone's not good too.
At night went for self-training. Yupx, did all the warm-ups, some push-ups and dumb-bells then went for a run. Hais, running was quite a disappointment, even from the start, I was quite exhausted liaox. The speed was quite acceptable in the first half, but gradually slowly down, the route I took today was also quite short, shorter then my last run in the neighbourhood. Jogged to Teck Whye, instead of running to the temple there and all around from Phoenix LRT station, I turned in to Teck whye LRT station and run the LRT track and then back home after finishing running from the basketball court. It was a shorter route and I was totally shagged after finishing that. Hais, must really train to improve that liaox, till when can I run campus run affordlessly? Long long time...
Its now 2+am already but I havent sleep. Reason? We are doing our FAT Project, lol. Still quite a number of values cant find for our tables, hais, so stress. Going to sleep too but have to wake up damn early as we will be meeting at 7.30am in school later, hais, will be so shagged la.
Okok. Have to go slp. Take care all.
Woke up at 7+am, actually have to go for EG2 lecture de, smsed Joyce then she replied that it was optional so dint turn up for it. Smsed Mei Yi too because I told her that I was going for the lecture as we did not know that it was compulsory anot. Then, slacked at home till I overshot the time to prepare for school, was late for ELTech lecture at 10am, never on time, thats me.
Lecture was just sianx la, nothing went into my head, I am just dumb, such a dumb ass, the thought of changing course kept coming into my mind, should I? Its just hard, if I don't change course, I will have to struggle through in AE with fear of failing tests and exams and retaking modules which results in waiting of time and also unable to go for training (which is my greatest fear). So what if I change course, what course should I change into? Business? Something without Physics I guess. But I will waste one year more year in Poly and I will have to start all over again, making new friends in class, finding cliques. Frankly speaking, classmates areimportant to me, especially those I have now. Haiya, change course anot? Sianx. I remembered Vivien saying that we shant regret on what we had decided, instead just take it and move along with the process (something like that). While, agree with it but its hard.
Oh, so happy to find out that the Milo bar is on sale again in CO-OP, its our favourite man, lolx, they did not sell it for sometime and I though they would stopped selling it forever.
After that went library, joined Clarissa while she was doing her FAT Project with her group, they had to present it today. I was supposed to do FAT Project with my group but Addy havent come school yet so we decided to do after school assuming she will come for practical. Sat at a corner, blasted music into my ears and use my lappy. Joyce called asking us whether we want food anot, so kind of her, yupx, we decided to get sandwiches in the end. Finally she came, yupx, ate in library again, lolx, its quite common anyways, lolx. Addy havent come to school yet, cant contact her, was wondering what had happened to her. Clarissa guessed that she must be still sleeping as her phone wasnt switched on, hmmm. After that, they left for their 1pm lesson while I stayed on in the library, had to wait till 3pm just for that ELTech Practical, it was our last practical for this semester. Hmm, was getting quite emo and bored out, Mei Yi asked me to join them as there were also in the library but one-floor up, I am just to lazy to pack my stuff and go up so dint. Good that I had Vivien to chat with me for a while, she told me senior Vanesa will be self-training today in school, haiya, I never bring attire if not can join, lolx, its good to know more seniors, anyways, we are in the same team, lol, can learn from them also. So, in the end Vivien asked if we can join the next time, hoho, she kind of "ok lo", hahas, nvm, happy enough lol. Our seniors hor, see them "dao dao" de but actually they very good de la, like Vanesa, if you never go talk to her, you wont know that actually she is a very nice person.
Hmm, finally 2.55pm, packed up and went for practical, lol, almost all were there liaox, lol. Put my stuff down, went to sign attendence and took my worksheet and sat down lo. Aiya, I so blur la, couldn't catch up with what the teacher was talking about so I kept asking Mei Yi throughout the entire practical, I think she got quite irritated also bahx, pai seh pai seh. Oh, Addy finally replied me not long after practical starts, saying she had something on so dint come for lesson but will be joining us for practical. Ya, she came, quite late liaox, then, sat for a while, she need to go library to find Joyce to use her phone charger, her phone was dead. Thus, tagged along while I am just starting to do my practical. Reached library, found Joyce and Clarissa watching the some movie. They stopped, Addy had to charge her phone so they had to take out the DVD player and for the circuit, lolx, as if they were repairing something. Done and we went back to class to continue with our practical. Oh, we used a new "machine" today, we can get wave from it, yupx, sorry, dont really know all this stuff so my description like that de lo. I kept asking the lady helper and lecturer, lolx, because I missed all the pointers when the lecturer was explaining as I was busy doing the previous parts and figuring out how to do them. Ok la, with so much help from them and classmates, managed to complete it and pass up, phew. Waited for Addy to finish then we left for library. Actually was supposed to stay back for FAT Project de but since Addy cant stay for long, the group decided to do online at night. Chatted with Joyce and Clarissa, Addy took her phone back and we went home. I left the gals as I am walking to Shell station, yupx, lonely walk but no doubt, I love walking.
EDITED: I FINALLY SAW IVIAN NG YU YAN IN SCHOOL!!! OMG! OMG! OMG!
(why did you ran away so fast, =.=", see ghost ar! Lolx. I know, too excited liaox, haha. XD)
The bus damn slow can? Haiyo. Finally it came. Oh, while approaching CCK Int, I saw some familiar faces from sitting at the 24hr Coffeeshop, oh man, after looking at the Brazil singlet and the short hair gal, I figured out they were senior Cheryl and Phin. OMG! Lolx, I planned to go there to buy my beancurb then, saw them then was quite scare ar, hahas, later say 'hi' to them then they 'dao' me how. >.< Aiyo, decided to go ahead, lol, Cheryl spotted me and I said 'hi' to her then to Phin, muahaha, they smiled back too, especially Phin, finally never 'dao' me liaox, lol. Bought my 'dao huey' walked over to cross the road, Phin was preparing to leave while Cheryl walked over to dont know where, said 'bye' to Phin as I walked past her and she smiled again, lolx. You guys must be wandering why am I so happy about them smiling back, hmm, I think only we freshies know bahx, its like a step closer to knowing our seniors, yupx, it isnt good to be always freshies aside then seniors aside ma.
Sianx, today's mood not so good beceause someone's not good too.
At night went for self-training. Yupx, did all the warm-ups, some push-ups and dumb-bells then went for a run. Hais, running was quite a disappointment, even from the start, I was quite exhausted liaox. The speed was quite acceptable in the first half, but gradually slowly down, the route I took today was also quite short, shorter then my last run in the neighbourhood. Jogged to Teck Whye, instead of running to the temple there and all around from Phoenix LRT station, I turned in to Teck whye LRT station and run the LRT track and then back home after finishing running from the basketball court. It was a shorter route and I was totally shagged after finishing that. Hais, must really train to improve that liaox, till when can I run campus run affordlessly? Long long time...
Its now 2+am already but I havent sleep. Reason? We are doing our FAT Project, lol. Still quite a number of values cant find for our tables, hais, so stress. Going to sleep too but have to wake up damn early as we will be meeting at 7.30am in school later, hais, will be so shagged la.
Okok. Have to go slp. Take care all.
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