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Thursday, June 14, 2007

HII ALLL!

Sorry to keep you guys waiting for my post =X, was really busy and restless; busy as in really busy and tired, restless as in free but physical tired to do anything. Yupx, but whatever, my blog will be alife again from now on =D, here from me more often guys ^-^.

Hmmm, so long never update le, where should I start from? I have so many things to write about, happy reading readers! This will be a long post! (Hmmm...very long post?...hahaX)


Lets start with.... Studies...

I can say, I'm the lousiest in class or maybe...in the whole of K1 and K2. Why did I say so? If you happen to come to my class to observe, you can see others all so hardworking listening to lectures and tutorials, asking question clearing their doubts, not listening but still able to do their tutorials and bla bla bla bla...what about ME?>>> listening yet still don't know how to do, slacking at times too...Friends are helped me whenever I have doubts, lecturer care too(esp ELTech de) but what about myself? I din't even put in much effort to help myself. Haix, can someone just slap me up-down-left-right, slap me hard, argh. Am I just so stupid or what? Its so stressful in the class that sometimes, I just felt so useless and decided not to listen to lecturers in class as I know I will still not understand, silly me eh?...but, stupid me too, argh. Feel like giving up in this course, seriously, but I just force myself, tell myself to hang on, I don't want to waste 1 year; I don't know what I other course I want to go also, no aim, NO AIM, shit it, lost my chance of being a sports person and became so aimless, no more target in life, man, I hate it, hate it la! I will just have to struggle on, struggle it through my 3 yrs and hopefully, things will get better, hopefully I will put more effect in my studies, and hopefully, I can get my Diploma at the end of year 3...haix...can I?

Common Test was really madness for me, hopefully, hopefully I don't fail all T.T.


Then.....Poly Friends...

Thats the only thing I am happy or makes me happy in Poly bahx. Great friends are all around, everyone are just so friendly, so easy to get along. I'm so glad that I went to a couple of camps; Sports Camp, ECE FOC and I-Camp (will talk about this later on (:). I have made great friend in all the camps, not forgetting in my CCAs as well, woots, love the Enthusiasm, love the Energy, love the Bondings, love the People =DDD. These are camps that I really enjoyed in the entire life till now ( not forgetting YVIP 06 and ACE 07 =D). Hahas, but having going to so many camps in such a short period of time, camping is no longer exciting for me liaox, lols, no longer something that I very much look forward to, or maybe in another words, it just 'camp again oh, ok loh'. Hahax. Packing of bags don't even happen like one day before the camp, it was just hours before the camp start on the actual day, haha, usual stuff to take and prepare, no need to look at packlist also can, lolx.

In class, I am glad that I have found my cliques; the gals in the class >>> Adeline, Clarisa, Joyce. Still got other gal Mei Yi, but she with her Sec friend also in the same class so we still bond as a class just that breaks we seldom hang out together only. Class guys are also alright, quite easy to talk with, yupx, CS gang also huh, haha. Yupx, the cliques are great, everyday is just so fun and enjoyable with them around, really love them to bits man XD. Atrium is always our place for lunch break, lol, lazy to go canteen and snatch seats with people ma, too many people le la. Always searching for round table (Adeline's favourite, lol), eat Sandwich or rich at the Deli then ICE MILO, haha, its so nice ok! =DDD YaYaYa, play CS though I seldom play with them because I seldom bring mouse to school =X. Uhhh, Adeline and Clarisa are so game freak, hahaha, always playing game de, yet hor, studies still so good :O! Feeling more and more stupid eh, lol. Joyce ar, aiyo, skip skip skip breaks to go library de, 'jian fei'? I don't know, I only know that I should be the one skipping meals and not her leh, oh man, so skinny, uhhhhh. Yupx, but I still have to thanks Adeline and Clarisa for taking the initiative to talk to me on the first day of class together sia, if not I now sure very 'sianx' in school XP. Thanx alot and I enjoy the company from you all XDDD.

Got a really good Da Ge who is always so caring for me and we are similar in ways, good and bad bahx. Taking care of me for the starting of school and keep me company home, so sweet yea, yupx, my first god brother in my life and he is really like my brother, a really good brother. We promised to be Siblings forever de hor, don't forget ok? =D Thanks for all the carings =DDD.


Next up shall be....CCA...

During the CCA Fiesta, I happily go signed up for so many CCAs, lolx, let me name them all>>>Dragon Boat, NYAA Chapter, TAS, Hearing-Impaired Club and Leo Club. Hahax, as if I got alot of time like that, lolx.

Lets start with TAS then, was supposed to go for 1st training which was a BBQ session, lolx, din't turn up for that and decided to try out Outward Bounder as their training dates and time are the same and decided to go there take a look since my Da Ge is also in that CCA =D. Well, I did not regrate to give up TAS and go for OB till now, people there are just so fun, the bonding is just so great and strong, though I don't think I have made a effort to really bond with them (blame it on my not-so-much-things-to-say), I kind of boring person bahx, hahas. Yupx, but I really love the people there, the seniors are really caring and nice too, hehex, thanks for the Fruit Salad Day after training the other time, woohooo, I ate damn alot, OPX! XP

Next was Hearing-Impaired Club, where we learn sign languages. I join this CCA because of my voluntary committment, maybe someday, this skill will put up into good use bahx. However, I really sucks in it leh, must really go revise on my own, really admire the year 2 seniors who learnt sign language for only 1 yr yet they can use it like they are talking naturally sia, so 'li hai' de, I also want to be like them leh >.<. Hopefully, I can master the sign language of the song that we are going to present at the end of this whole lesson, yupx, I only can remember 'SVC Song' de la, lolx, only after like 2 camps then I remember? Hehex, yaya, STM STM I know I know, really bad memory man, getting old liaox eh, T.T. Dragon Boat, WOOT~! This is going to be my main CCA no matter how tough the training is going to be, I will stay in it and never backout! Yupx, only went for 3 trainings as the senior only called me not long ago to attend the training. Really tough training they have sia, warm-up with 100 push ups and Campus run, oh man, all those are killing me but it all worth it after completing it =D. The teamwork in the whole Dragon Boat club is just so great, guys and gals and grandstand doing warm-ups together, counting all together loudly and giving each other encouragement though ownself is also suffering, its all about perserver, perserver through all obstacles, not individually but all as one, we all do it together, thats really what I love about the club, yupx. I can still remember my 1st Campus run with them, oh man, I was the only new freshie, really can't take it throughout the whole run but the Seniors kept pushing and pulling me to run together, and also those shoutings, "C'mon! Tap my Hand! Tap my Shoulder!", man, really thankful for them, and also some other freshies as well, if not for that, I think I really can't make it through the whole run, nearly fainted sia, was still having cough then, almost suffocate to death, lolx. Well, great that I can find someone who can go home with me after training too, hahas, Vivien, from the same Primary sch as me too, hahax. Well, you know and I know, we shall stand by each other no matter what! HAHAHA! Really 'kong bu' man, lolx. The other CCAs I have not go for their activities or events yet, its either they never inform me, or something just clash with the dates, so oh well, I shall go join them in the other events then, going alone again, hopefully I can still be as lucky to find good people around, hehex, gd luck! Hmmm...Family...

Haix, this is not good, not good at all. I really don't know how to communicate with my Dad peacefully, seriously, we can't. I hate his way of thinking, and I am really sick and tired to try to change him, he is always thinking too far away, TOO FAR AWAY, to the bad sides I mean, that is what I really hate, can't he just look on the bright side ma? Argh, what should I do to make this home really a home again? Now its just, a place to shit, eat, sleep and no more. Haix, my fault, yupx, I should shut up at times bahx, give more caring? I don't know, I got no more energy to go really think of that, what I know is, I am really a bad daughter bahx, really bad...time to change..but...How?...What should I do?...He dosen't listen to me...then...what can I do?...mmm


And then hor....SVC...

This year I am involved in the ACE Camp 2007, I in the Committee taking charge of the Camp Program. Yupx, weeks of planning and meetings from March, I can say, many things are last minute work including my part. Maybe, we are too slack or what, we all know yea? But it was good that the Camp which was held on 26/5-28/5 went on quite well, it was quite successful bahx that the participants 'kind of' enjoyed it? Yupx, hopefully. It was happy to see the number of participants wasn't so pathetic yea, lolx. Hmm, what I think about the camp lehx? What I can say is that we just 'struggled through' and made it a good camp, yupx. People wasn't so bond and so enthu into getting stuff done, not really done only but also well-done. Hmm, kind of disappointed yea? Man power also not enough bahx, or can say, people were not well-informed what to do so they just slacked there and slacked. Yupx. Part of my fault that I din't inform the whole team well bahx, but reason for that was also shortage of time, we reallly don't have much time to get together and discuss during the camp, its so hard to gather everyone together. That was why I was so stressed up during the camp. Well, the 1st day was already my worst day bahx, I thought it was so well-planned but in the end, because of the stupid 'going-to-rain-sky', some of them joined me to think of backup plans. When we finally decided the plan and stuff, it nwasn't raining anymore, haix, wtf rite. Things wasn't really well-prepared on both plans so all the pressure was on me, to go with which plan? Which one is a better choice? That was when I let out, yupx, so stupid ar, too stressed up bahx, I'm scared of making the wrong decision and no one can really help me decide, im the Program, should decide, it really sux man T.T. Sorry to Wan Leng and Daniel, I think I anger them abit at that time too. Have to thanks Tracy for talking to me, yupx, helping me in deciding, which I finally choose to follow the original plan. Thats when more problems came in, time allocated to some station wasn't enough for the group to complete it so all the groups changed station at different timing, to me, it was just so messy, to ugly to see, so bad that im worried that participants will not enjoy themselves. Maybe its because of the sucky ECE FOC that I had went to this year bahx, I don't want our camp to be like that also that why I am worrying at so many things, even things that aren't my concern. I'm sorry, I think that I'm abit pushy and harsh when talking to some when asking you all to get the things done in order for the program to carry on, especially the logistics bahx >.<. Now I know how tough it is to be in-charge of the Program liaox, hoho. Hopefully, the attachment side now which is going on will go on well, and also for the Olympic Dream event in July and Afterglow which I think I'm going to plan it again bahx, good luck to me and all the best to all ACE COM! =DDD Stick together as ONE ok? =D Eh...still got...I-Camp...

It was Interaction Camp organised by Outward Bounder, yupx, for the freshies and seniors to interact and have fun together. The 3 days 2 nights camp was from 11/5-13/5 (you can see the dates, ACE Camp and I-Camp are just 1 week a part, oh man, so many camps, lolx).

DAY 1...

It wasn't really in the Day eh, haha, it was started in the evening after our school on Friday. Oh man, I was super tired ar because before that was AMTL test, woot, which I fail that, ok, nvm about that. In the evening, we gathered at grandstand and take attendants, finally, we moved on with our individual groups. After some ice-breaking games, hmmm, my group was so quiet, lol. Went bunks to put our barangs-barangs, wooo hoo, AIR-CON, lolx, good and bad la, hopefully it will not be very cold in the night.

Then, we moved on to creating our flag and deciding our group name which we finally decided to name ourselves MAMBO because the theme was RETRO. Hoho, flag was quite well-done, 'pai seh' ar, I din't really contribute much to the making of the flag, really got no creativity like I used to be in the past, T.T, I miss drawing, haix, don't know how to draw now liaox, aiya, kept going out of point, lolx =P. Then it was games time! 1st up for our group was the SpiderWeb game, it was not the usual SpiderWeb game where we just bring our teammates across the Web, for this, it was alot of SpiderWeb making like an obstacle pathway where we have to enter 1 at a time to pick up things on the floor. Hoho, it was a tough 1, I went in and kept touching the Web lehx, aiyo, so fat la, argh, lolx, at the end we almost won but, oh well, nice team work guys anyways, I'm sure we all enjoyed ourselves. Next was the MindGame bahx, where were have to stand 3 by 3 facing each other in a single file with a space in-front-of both leading person. Then, we have to think of a way to swtich position, as in, they come ourside and we go their side without stepping backwards, only forwards. It was confusing for me la, lolx, brain wasn't working when Jun Wei told us th solution, haha, so I just followed and we won. =D After that was to hang long strand of paper on the 'T' pole, thus in this game, we have to supports 1 person and let him/her go up to the 'T' pole to tie the paper on the pole, the pole have to be carried up so it is forming a 'T' and standing up high. Hoho, our team was great, lolx,I had a chance to sit on Hafis shoulder to tie the paper, haha, sure very heavy, 'pai seh' wor.

After that, we all gathered and went outside the new gym. Arhhhh, we had to form caterpillar with our team members, eheh, I don't like caterpillar lo, lolx,so hard to work de, lolx. Then after that, each group was giving a candlelight and we were suppose to protect it and go to the chairs which was scattered all around the area and burn the strings tied to the legs of the chairs. It was really fun, hahas. Hmm, we almost win all the teams but just can't make it to beat the other team as few of us have tie-scores, hohoho, nvm, great team! Next up we went to Blk don't know what there, blind-folded and walked. Lolx, we have to follow the raffia string and walk blind-folded, haha, not scary at all la, can bump into people somemore, lolx. Then, we gathered with our team and do a similar action which was pointing to 1-side, blind-folded, to take a picture. After which, we play the musical chair? Lolx, I was so 'heng' la, in the last round, I was just 1 seat away from the Egg-yolk chair! AHHH, hahas. It was not the end, we have to be directed by our teammate to walk through a slippery path with obstacles on the floor, yes, blind-folded again, lolx. Yupx, that the end for that part of the game.

Next up was, uhhhhh, night walk T.T, I hate this I hate this man T.T. My partner was Xiang Yang, hoohooo. We waited and waited for our turn, arhhh, kept telling him how scare I was, lolx, he also abit but not as much as I am T.T, I don't like nightwalks laaaaaa.... When it was our turn, we have to enter a toilet which was quite strange, it had 2 doors de, hmmmm, went in, looked everywhere to see got things 'POP-OUT' ma, hahas, nothings leh, we went to the end then collect 1 light-stick then came out le, hoho. After that we went to wait at Blk 50 there. OMG LA, we were going to walk in Blk 50! T.T It was a haunted Blk lo, haix, so 'kong bu'. Lucky this year, they do not have things or humans to scare us, yupx, so it was just plain walking through the corridors of each level class rooms and read some stories on the way which ask us to do some stuff. Sorry ar XY, hahas, have to borrow your arm for the nightwalk, seriously very scary laaaaa, Im just so timid, lolx. Well, I next time then edit this post to write about the stories we read bahx, so late now, lolx, scary >.<. Hmm, after that we gathered at one bench there to wait for the others then the guys said about some army stuff all that and some about people committing suicide, hoho, scary can T.T Finally we went back to bath then sleep. HOHO.

DAY 2

Woke up, hoho, bla bla bla then gather at the openspace there. Each group got some bread and also jams and butter then spread on our spread. Put the bread back into the plastic wrapper and Mirza helped our team to carry because he got a big bag ma, haha. Then after that, all the teams lined up in their single file and we played a game. Lolx, we had to frog-hop over each other for a distance till the finishing line and run back to the starting line as a team. Lolx, MAMBO was blurr? Hahax, we were the last ar, so had to do forfit lo, lolx, nvm, for fun ma, lol. Thus we had to form a str8 row in front of all of them and spell a very long word bahx, I forgot le, I only know I doing it seriously and got so tired, hahaha, aiya, fun ma, lolx.

After that, we all ran all the way from NP to Bukit Timah Hill, woot, so happy I din't stop, hehex, was really tired sia, a really long run. Then, we need to walk up the submit with our breakfast which was packet food. Aiyo, so heavy then Hafis carried so went to help them take waterbottle lo, lol, then only cerlyn, Hafis and me in front of the rest, haha, walked really fast because very tired ma, so steep. I guess I'm used to giving encouragement liaox, haha, kept on 'jia you' 'jia you' and 'abit more' bla bla bla, must be all those trainings and camps, I feel that giving encouragement along the way is a very good thing =D. Ate our breakfast at the submit with our team and took tons of pictures =D, maybe next time I will upload bahx, hehex.

Next was Amazing race, hoho, put my bus concession up to good use =DDD. Walked to Beauty World there de busstop to check for bus to go West Coast, yupx, took bus to Clementi then changed to go West Coast. At there, we had to climb up the highest things there which was the Pyramid thing and take a photo then must stand on the thing and turn don't know how many times to complete our task. Then we went Mac, chill chill then went to take bus again, have to look for the Retro stall all that. Phew, at the Retro stall was really 'jia lat', we don't know what bus to take to get there so we walked after alighting at a stop. It was at 109 but we were at 200+ thus we had to walk all the way to 100e, super far, don't know how many busstops bahx, yupx, but I enjoyed walking =D. Finally reached there then have to take photo of the things in the pictures we were given. They were all captures of parts of the item so it was quite hard to find but we finished it, haha, they somemore thought need to find all sia, lolx, kept on looking, haha.

After that we got our next clue then took bus to Fort Canning Park. Yupx, walk walk walk in, done our 1st task and went to the park. Found a place to sit and we took out our bread to eat because it was past lunch time le ma, yupx, all squashed bread, haha. We met Ahba on the way =D. Then, we went to the jetty there, lolx, long walk again, haha. At jetty there, we found a good stretch of path and plan our 1 min video, hoho, funny la the video, next time upload here, haha, I did nothing la, haha, just ran across only, lolx. After that went don't know where, OH, Haborfront int then change bus to Bugis, wah, many many people at Bugis lo, eh, and I was told we were being photographed on bus la, all the sleepy heads, lolx, I was sleeping too, haha, too tired liaox, lolx, don't know wheres the photos now, lolx. We walked from Bugis to Kampong Glam, found the shop that sell alot of old stuffs, very interesting, had a tour around and bought ChapTeys to complete our task. Oh man, so hard to kick, hahaha, not good my legs leh, hahax. After that went to search for a school that isn't a school anymore, now is a tourist attraction le, we all don't where so went to ask around lo, aiyo, we all asked de people all give false information de T.T. Then it rained, haix, lolx, slacked at the Kopitiam and play 'DiDIDIDidi', haha, so funny XP. Then the rain got smaller so we took bus to Bukit Panjang, can't go Old Turf Club to shop for dinner le because we were too late liaox. Shop shop shop then went take bus back to NP, hehex, we never forget to buy some tibits too, hahas. On bus, wanted to sleep but we had to discuss our item for the RetroNight. Aiyoyo, sorry never contribute much, brain dead ar, lolx. Finally reached NP, went back bunks, prepare to cook dinner liaox, hoho. Nice nice eh, we got really nice dinner. Oh ya, hmmm, met DB freshies in the toilet while washing vegetables, lolx, they just reached in, lolx, along with a Dee too, haha, they playing bahx, too bad I cant join them T.T, nvm. After that went back bunks, bathe and practise our item, not bad wor, dance =D and abit of skit, hahaha 'FROG PRINCE' lolx. Lucky we managed to get the music, haha.

Finally we were done and OB all gathered in a single file to go to the room for RetroNight, so cool, hahahx =D. Oh man, it was fun, hahas, although our item dint really went according to plan but was also quite alright la, good job guys =D. After that we got some what bubble competition, we had to blow the gum which we last time used to play de then form something for sell. Haha, our figure was really weird but Shu Xian crapped alot about it and haha so funny, lolx. Then it was some couple competition ar, need to get 1 guy 1 gal frm each group. WAH, diaox, I 'gana' lo, with Hafis, lolx, ok nvm, lolx, for fun yes, for fun, lol. We have to keep our feet on the piece of newspaper which will eventually get smaller, lolx. We went out after 2 rounds, haha, was fun la, haha. Im up for anything, hahas, for fun only ma, lolx. Yupx, RetroNight ended after all the Teams performed. Went back, slept, lolx, super tired man.

Day 3

We all woke up really late sia, till Jocelyn called out then the gals started to wake up, lolx. Hmm, we slack slack slack in the bunk, play games and all that, yupx.Oh, we also went to track to play games too, haha. Quite fun, lolx, water game! Lolx. MAMBA(Mambo+Ahba) =D After that brought our stuff to LT73. See a video of past OB activities, yupx, I love OB more and more :D. Then we were given a book, a notebook with OB information inside, so good, so nice, love it XD. Then we took plenty of photos, whooooooooo, haha. Its the end of camp then, =D. Nice Camp ^-^ OB oi! MAMBO oi!


Thats about all? Now term break for Poly, haix, also quite busy with alot of stuffs, work, abit of attachment, project and quizes ar T.T. I want to go out lehx, just want to go out slack slack talk talk, very sianx lehx, lolx.


Well, I shall end this long post, type for very long, lolx, tired sia, hahax. NITE NITE O! XDDD







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