4th day of break, it was super fast, one more week and we will be back to stressful life again; maybe just me bahx.
Today morning woke up rather late, at 10+am? Yupx, din't have to go work today cause manager never put me though I told her I'm free, lolx, but its good also la, can take a break. As usual, stayed at home and din't achieve much, wanted to finish up my AMTL project and also the Foilsim work but they were just too tough which I lost interest in doing it after a while; started with great determination but ended up with nothings lah, lol. Yupx, thats me, bad habit, bad, really bad, I'm not sure I can complete them anot, hopefully will go around asking my classmates how to do and struggle to complete them bahx. Anyone volunteer to help me? (:
Whats up with you dad, I think I seriously can't communicate with you peacefully le, argh, your replies always make me mad, mAd. Its just so sacastic, or rather, hmmm, so indirect which is hurtful to ears. Theres always no direct answer and good tone when talking; I can feel a sense of hatred and hmm, I don't know how to explain, just 'hate' bahx, he hate his children in some ways. Well, I don't like his way of thinking as well, I think I can teach him the correct way of bringing up a child sometime; not always asking for return, but give in to them as its your responsibility to bring them to this world and hope they will return your kindness; not though force or any other way. He is always demanding for returns, what he do for us must be given back to them in someway or the other if not he will think its unfair to them, I seriously don't think that should be the way a parent should be thinking of. Always telling me how ill treated are those children outside by their children, thought that he himself is always doing the right thing, want me to be like those children outside; hardworking, independent, clever and bla bla bla. Though you said you aren't comparing me to them, so, why do you have to bring it up to me and tell me those that I hate to hear; I'm me, like as in, me is me, its like although I'm born by the same parents, my personality is similar to my sister (for those who are close will know what I'm talking about bahx), I told you how many zillion times that I am NOT going to be like them but I know in your heart, you truly believe that one day I will follow their path so you can happily tell yourself that your guessing is right. Bloody hell can, it making me hating you more and more for no reason non other than this and this is making home a meaningless place for me to stay in any longer, hate it, totally, I really don't like this to happen, I want a happy family, now theres only you, brother and me, can't we just live happily together! Haix, what can I do to change this, maybe, I should change myself first bahx, then next, I don't know le...
ok...too much of my emo self again, I shall keep those aside..
Evening went Queensway with YoYo to shop for FBTs for our Kayaking course this Sat and Sun. Well, it was kind of a unplanned/sudden decision to head down to Queensway, actually she wanted to make a trip down Bugis Street to shop for those singlets but I'm to lazy to go there la, adult fare you know, aiyoyo, since I want to buy FBTs, I don't have to travel so far to there too, closer area are selling that, so in the end, the final decision was Queensway lo, yupx. Met up at CCK MRT at 3.30pm, as usual lo, I was late though I got nothing much to prepare before going out, lolx, bad habit again, lolx, was wearing very 'lok kok' oso, but, who cares, I don't, lol. Then we took MRT and headed down to Queensway MRT. At there, we walked to the shopping centre, hmm, my first time walking to the shoping centre as I always take bus de, not a very long journey, ok la, nvm, I love walking anyway (: We reached MRT and shopped around for FBTs, she bought a short and a singlet while I bought two singlets. OMG man! FBT got PURPLE shorts liaox, haha, but I never go buy, maybe next time bahx, more colours to my FBT shorts collection, hoho. Oh, bought my contact lens solution too, yupx, the aunite said : "buy from us much cheaper", which after hearing it I was quite worried about the solution, scared that its not the same quality as outside, lolx, thinking too much le bahx, lolx. We went to a nearby coffeeshop to have a drink after that, surprisingly we bought the things we wanted in such a short time, hahas, yupx, she had 'zi ma hu' (sesami soup?) and we both drank sugar cane juice. Hmm, wasn't really feeling very well bahx today, don't know why, my head feels so heavy, like want to explode soon like that, stomach abit weird weird de also. Anyways, we walked back to MRT and took train. Parted at MRT because she was heading off to Cityhall while I'm going back home.
Yupx, met-up with Jessica and Mei Yern at Jurong East as they were coming to my house after Jessica collect her mails from her old house in CCK. 'Piang!' Hahas, she got so many mails la, or rather, theres so many mails in the mailbox but some of them were not hers but belongs to the owner now living there bahx. Took quite a bit of time to sort them out then we went Lot 1, I bought bubbletea home for kor and myself then brought them to my home. Yupx, played with my dogs then they went to do their homework. Haix, I think my maths aren't really that good la, look too highly on myself liaox, lolx, question that Mei Yern asked me I also don't how to do some, haix, sorry ar Ah Ong, all return back to you liaox sia, lolx. Hmm, Daniel came after a while too. We all study our stuffs, yupx, till 9pm like that bahx, they packed their stuff, had a little chat and they went home :) Well, from the chat with Daniel, heard something really surprising sia, he really DID said that about our camp? OH MAN! That really changes my perspective of him sia, hmmm, its kind of a nasty phrase, I shall not mention who (its someone we all should respect in SVC/YV bahx), was kind of sad to hear that because I'm in-charge of the program mahx, but really, I din't really did a mavellous job anyways, he is correct bahx. Guiltiness and sadness, hmmm, what will he say to us of he ever meet-up with ACE Com, well, I don't know...
Well, talk about SVC, I just remembered that there is a BBQ this Sat at Vick's kampong. Hmm, ACE Com are not going bahx, maybe 1? or 2? Yupx, but I heard many can't make it. I stupidly go comfirm with Vick when he asked whether I can make it anot, =.=", I have Kayaking course till 5+pm man, I din't know it will be so late, I'm scare of going without the ACE Com too, all the old birds, nope, I cant take it, lolx. I will tell him that I can't make it for the BBQ bahx, anyways if I go, I think I can just eat and leave, lolx, so late liaox, lolx.
Alrite alrite, im going to sleep soon, working 2moro morning....
Thanx friend, I feeled so loved at this moment, thanx for caring :D...STR8 ROX eh? you know what I'm toking about, hahahx (:
kkx...Im going to sleep, take care all my friends =DDD nite niteX
Today morning woke up rather late, at 10+am? Yupx, din't have to go work today cause manager never put me though I told her I'm free, lolx, but its good also la, can take a break. As usual, stayed at home and din't achieve much, wanted to finish up my AMTL project and also the Foilsim work but they were just too tough which I lost interest in doing it after a while; started with great determination but ended up with nothings lah, lol. Yupx, thats me, bad habit, bad, really bad, I'm not sure I can complete them anot, hopefully will go around asking my classmates how to do and struggle to complete them bahx. Anyone volunteer to help me? (:
Whats up with you dad, I think I seriously can't communicate with you peacefully le, argh, your replies always make me mad, mAd. Its just so sacastic, or rather, hmmm, so indirect which is hurtful to ears. Theres always no direct answer and good tone when talking; I can feel a sense of hatred and hmm, I don't know how to explain, just 'hate' bahx, he hate his children in some ways. Well, I don't like his way of thinking as well, I think I can teach him the correct way of bringing up a child sometime; not always asking for return, but give in to them as its your responsibility to bring them to this world and hope they will return your kindness; not though force or any other way. He is always demanding for returns, what he do for us must be given back to them in someway or the other if not he will think its unfair to them, I seriously don't think that should be the way a parent should be thinking of. Always telling me how ill treated are those children outside by their children, thought that he himself is always doing the right thing, want me to be like those children outside; hardworking, independent, clever and bla bla bla. Though you said you aren't comparing me to them, so, why do you have to bring it up to me and tell me those that I hate to hear; I'm me, like as in, me is me, its like although I'm born by the same parents, my personality is similar to my sister (for those who are close will know what I'm talking about bahx), I told you how many zillion times that I am NOT going to be like them but I know in your heart, you truly believe that one day I will follow their path so you can happily tell yourself that your guessing is right. Bloody hell can, it making me hating you more and more for no reason non other than this and this is making home a meaningless place for me to stay in any longer, hate it, totally, I really don't like this to happen, I want a happy family, now theres only you, brother and me, can't we just live happily together! Haix, what can I do to change this, maybe, I should change myself first bahx, then next, I don't know le...
ok...too much of my emo self again, I shall keep those aside..
Evening went Queensway with YoYo to shop for FBTs for our Kayaking course this Sat and Sun. Well, it was kind of a unplanned/sudden decision to head down to Queensway, actually she wanted to make a trip down Bugis Street to shop for those singlets but I'm to lazy to go there la, adult fare you know, aiyoyo, since I want to buy FBTs, I don't have to travel so far to there too, closer area are selling that, so in the end, the final decision was Queensway lo, yupx. Met up at CCK MRT at 3.30pm, as usual lo, I was late though I got nothing much to prepare before going out, lolx, bad habit again, lolx, was wearing very 'lok kok' oso, but, who cares, I don't, lol. Then we took MRT and headed down to Queensway MRT. At there, we walked to the shopping centre, hmm, my first time walking to the shoping centre as I always take bus de, not a very long journey, ok la, nvm, I love walking anyway (: We reached MRT and shopped around for FBTs, she bought a short and a singlet while I bought two singlets. OMG man! FBT got PURPLE shorts liaox, haha, but I never go buy, maybe next time bahx, more colours to my FBT shorts collection, hoho. Oh, bought my contact lens solution too, yupx, the aunite said : "buy from us much cheaper", which after hearing it I was quite worried about the solution, scared that its not the same quality as outside, lolx, thinking too much le bahx, lolx. We went to a nearby coffeeshop to have a drink after that, surprisingly we bought the things we wanted in such a short time, hahas, yupx, she had 'zi ma hu' (sesami soup?) and we both drank sugar cane juice. Hmm, wasn't really feeling very well bahx today, don't know why, my head feels so heavy, like want to explode soon like that, stomach abit weird weird de also. Anyways, we walked back to MRT and took train. Parted at MRT because she was heading off to Cityhall while I'm going back home.
Yupx, met-up with Jessica and Mei Yern at Jurong East as they were coming to my house after Jessica collect her mails from her old house in CCK. 'Piang!' Hahas, she got so many mails la, or rather, theres so many mails in the mailbox but some of them were not hers but belongs to the owner now living there bahx. Took quite a bit of time to sort them out then we went Lot 1, I bought bubbletea home for kor and myself then brought them to my home. Yupx, played with my dogs then they went to do their homework. Haix, I think my maths aren't really that good la, look too highly on myself liaox, lolx, question that Mei Yern asked me I also don't how to do some, haix, sorry ar Ah Ong, all return back to you liaox sia, lolx. Hmm, Daniel came after a while too. We all study our stuffs, yupx, till 9pm like that bahx, they packed their stuff, had a little chat and they went home :) Well, from the chat with Daniel, heard something really surprising sia, he really DID said that about our camp? OH MAN! That really changes my perspective of him sia, hmmm, its kind of a nasty phrase, I shall not mention who (its someone we all should respect in SVC/YV bahx), was kind of sad to hear that because I'm in-charge of the program mahx, but really, I din't really did a mavellous job anyways, he is correct bahx. Guiltiness and sadness, hmmm, what will he say to us of he ever meet-up with ACE Com, well, I don't know...
Well, talk about SVC, I just remembered that there is a BBQ this Sat at Vick's kampong. Hmm, ACE Com are not going bahx, maybe 1? or 2? Yupx, but I heard many can't make it. I stupidly go comfirm with Vick when he asked whether I can make it anot, =.=", I have Kayaking course till 5+pm man, I din't know it will be so late, I'm scare of going without the ACE Com too, all the old birds, nope, I cant take it, lolx. I will tell him that I can't make it for the BBQ bahx, anyways if I go, I think I can just eat and leave, lolx, so late liaox, lolx.
Alrite alrite, im going to sleep soon, working 2moro morning....
Thanx friend, I feeled so loved at this moment, thanx for caring :D...STR8 ROX eh? you know what I'm toking about, hahahx (:
kkx...Im going to sleep, take care all my friends =DDD nite niteX
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