It was really a great great camp in a great great group. I tink i hv to thanx all of them to be so cooperative wif mi during the camp, esp the debrief session. I tried my very best to make you all know the tinks that you should noe, and to make a impact on all of u about volunteering, I noe i was quite bad at that, im really sorry of all the "quiet" and "unsure" moments durin the session, sorry sorry. Be frank, i was very stress after the 1st nite TF debrief, i noe i was not doin a gd job and was strugglin to make a change for the next day, almost to a extent that i was gOing to breakdown but it will still be the same after that so i dint. I was at lost bahx. I feel that the rest of the camp was gettin beta, i tink, at least it was beta den the 1st day, my mind was not at lost durin the debrief but was only dunno how to say it out to let the participants understand wat i wanna to tell them. I have to thanks all of them to be "not so quiet" ar, thus the grp wont be so borin ^^.
Thanx to the Com too, thanx for all the encouragements, the drinks, the small letters and words that kept mi goin on, motivating mi. I have too much to say to them but dunno how to say it, jux, i really thanx all of u!
Im nOt sure how mani times i cried durin the camp already, i let it off for the 1st time durin the campfire durin the Angel and Mortal part. It was not because i tot i dun hv mortal, it was because Wan Leng(my mortal) said sometink to me that makes mi wanna cry, if i stil rmb, she whispered "good job" to me when we hugged, that make mi have alot of "gan chu" so i ended up cryin at the back. Then again, the Vick's talk and the YV song, i couldn't hold backmy tears. The last day, i dun wanna cry but i noe i sure will de. It started wif the YV song (Our Song) den my tears starts flowin out uncontrolably when we were doin the handsigns part, i cant hols it back sia. Then it was a series of cryin durin the cheerin part, argh, cant control! My participants cried too, alot of the others and the TFs.
To Participants : Dun forget the camp, ur Tfs, Com, Helpers, Frenx made and all k? Dun lose contact ^^
To Com, Helpers, all TFs : Thanx for all the stuff, i have learnt alot from all of you. Kudos to all of you~!
ONCE A YV ALWAYS A YV
YV FAMILY I LOVE YOU ALL
Alot more to be said but it was undescrible by words...
